holiday ending soon. sian sian.. going back to school le..
let say what have i been doing in my holidays bahhs.

hmms. spend the first 2 wks of my holiday in india... then when i am back. i went idol chasing. like i alway do in holidays. hahas.. this time, my idol chasing trip made me earn alots and lost alots.. everyone should know i have been crazy over nat tan of pss2 bahhs. LOLS! knowing nat is really great. and when he regards me as him friend, i am really happy. hahas.. to me, nat is like my kor kor liddat. although he might be ideal bf type but he is someone that is super HARD to get. hahas. soo, i am not really interested in him.. LOLS! sooo! dun say, i am his wife or what lar. i dun want to be kill by his fan okay? lols.. oyah. one thing he did when my friend saboed me about saying me and him blah blah blah. he did something really cute. lols. i did it also laas. hahas. i showed my fist while nat tried to play play punch my friend. LOLS! cute huh? lols. whatever..

hmms. what i earn huh? i earn alots of friends this time. hahas. orange, yichao,laurel,serene and alots more lar. lols. i know them frm forum de. but also met them with recording and roadshow. LOLS! and they kept suaning me abt the la lao pei stuff. LOLS! orange and yichao were like me NAT madness. LOLS! but orange is nat de friend lai de. LOLS! and when there is recording. i always sit with her. that why i get good seats lar. that why you peeps see me on tv! >.<
whatever. i earn confident too. LOLS! i keep telling nat to have confident until i got confident myself. LOLS! i used to tell nat, if you, yourself say you cannot, you think the other can say you can? lols. that sentence kept repeating that to myself. LOLS! soo i must say i can! then the other can also say i CAN! hahas. people alway say i can do anything for nat.. pretty true lehhs. in the right way ONLY lar. soo if nat tell me jia yous in studies, i will sure jia yous in my studies de. SO! next yr! no dozing off in class. N level important lehhs. wahahas.i wanna get at least top 10 in school. lols. or top 10 in singapore also can. LOLS!! i will chiong until siao. i got a wish lehhs. i wish everywhere i go, people will say jia yous! you can do it de! LOLS! but it wun come true bah. hahas.

ehhs, then what i lost lehhs?
i lost my trust in my friends. cos, my friends is like making use of me to get closer to nat. which i dun like. and kept asking me to ask nat abt other superstar. like i very close to nat liddat. BUT I AM NOT! those people ask me to ask abt jeff or kwan i dun mind lehhs. cos, nat is jeff and kwan de friend. so he wun mind de bahs. lols. but ask me to ask about daren or kelvin. arghh. i dun dare. LOLS! cos, nat knows i like him and jeff. lols. but he dunno i dun like kelvin and daren. LOLS! oyahh! another thing that really make me lost my trust with my friend! because of stupid stuff, this particular friend got jealous that me and nat got close. and try to take EVERYTHING he dun like abt me out and confront me. BUT! the EVERYTHING he dun like abt me is totally ridiculous! he is a guy lar. soo he say he dun like losing a girl. then he say i wanna fight with him. i was like HUH? fight about what? lols. he say what you know? it is really ridiculous lor. he say i predict milubing win correctly when he predicted soul win. i was like DIAO! then nvm. he say i predicted hady correctly while he predicted jon. DOUBLE diaoo! and the most diaoo thing is because i got yinwei number. TRIPLE diao! i got his number because he is my senior lor! then whatever lar. then i dun care. he go tell the forum i got nat's number. what a idiot lor. i just wanna tell MR EVAN! ehhs. you think you try to confront me at daren tread you will win? you are terribly WRONG! in case you dunno, you already got anti by daren's fan! MANY people in forum hates you! yellowchrist, boundy and alots more they all hates you, like how i hate you. lols. i dunno whether you will read this anot. or you will try to confront me in forum again anot. I SIMPLY dun care. its my blog. i say whatever i want. NOW! i like tida MORE than you. at least i am able to click with tida a little. YOU? NO WAY MAN! cos, i know how childish you are. all those tarot or whatever logic is simply SOO CHILDISH! all because i got a little lucky in predicting, you gone crazy. i dunno why i tolerate you for abt a yr le. LOLS! and i know WHY yinwei HATES YOU THAT MUCH! now, i like YINWEI soo soo soo MUCH! hohoho! whatever lar. oyah, i lost MONEY of cos, lols. taxi fares and votes. i lost sleep! LOLS! too excited until cannot slp. diaooo~

haiz. cannot let that evan spoil mood. LOLS!! i LOVE natty! LOLS!
see, talk about evan until i dunno what to write le. wahahas. :)
OYAH! i getting my new spec on 3 JAN! lols.. actually wanna wear in for the first day of school. but cannot. 3 jan then get. but also good lar. 3 jan sure got check de. LOLS! my spec is white and black. two colour soo should be unacceptable bahh! lols! soo everyday jsut in case. i got to bring my current red spec. LOLS! i hope i looks good in my new spec. LOLS! cos, it will look a little nerdy! LOLS!! diaoo!


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