lalalas..
SIAN~~

soo long never blog le wors. hahas..
this wks. over all quite okay lar.
MiLuBing got in.. yeah!yeah! lalalas.
BUT GLAMOURS OUT LE!! hais.
nvm. oso found out some of JUZ-B de frm bowen de. no wonder some of them soo familar. lols. yar. hahas.. friday soo SUCK! hahas.. actually should be happy de. recess time.. stand right behide him. when buying fd. yar. bud good time ain't long.. lols. I HATE THE WAY HE LOOK AT ME!! =( I REALLY HATE IT!! hahas. nvm. ytd. i did some sketch for my art[ finally have the mood to draw]. hahas. again. is human figure lar. i love to draw haman figure. hahas. but alway ruin in face part. lols.i only know how to draw eyes lar. i dunno how to draw nose n mouth. watever!! wahahas..


7:48 PM

lalalas~ hahas.. today okay lar. hahas.. geo. finally got lesson with MR BAY LE!!yea. yea. although only 45 min lar. but his lesson is truly more interesting than ms teo. hahas. i wanna mr bay teach me . hahas.. but ms teo mark test very gd. hahas. if mr bay mark my test. i sure fail de. with my lousy english. lols. nvm. YEA YEA! the potato head nv come for ss. hahas. jason koh very ke xin. he go poke his fingernail with safety pin. soo er.. lols. then we play until soo siao. hahas. then after sch. buy laksa. STUPID JUNJIE!!! go put pepper and chilli in my laksa. I DUN EAT SPICY STUFF!! nvm. he own me a treat. lols. i ate half and threw all away. cos. too hot.. until now. i sore thoart le.. chilli padi sumore . kaoz. then i slow slow pick out all chilli. hahas.I DUN CARE JUNJIE!! YOU OWN ME A LUNCH! hahas.lalalas~


6:49 PM

lalalas.. hahas..

friday
x-country. hahas..
i got top 46!! wahahas.. siao. i lose to humairah by a few cm only. lols. nvm. hahas.. ric* never go.. =( . hahas.. or maybe i didn see him lar. hahas. nvm.then after that go watch reincarnation. SOO SCARY!! hahas..

saturday.
lalalas.. SYF. i kinda sad lar. hahas. but i should be happy.. they WON!! =)). hahas.. titan never get in.. soo sad lor. hais. hope jodie and jh okay le. hahas.. they did very well too. =) nvm. ric* got go. wahahas. saw him when going to sch. hahas.. lalalas. siao. hahas.. huda sick.. hope she okay le.. =))
JIA YOU BMB!! hahas.. =)


11:06 AM

11:06 AM

=(

aiyoohh. soo long never post le.hahas..
never.
let talk abt ytd..
hahas..
the only thing that i could rmb is after sch lar. lols. before the e learning thing. i were watching him playing soccer AGAIN? lols. he is quite gd lar. lols. hahas. okay okay. then the the e learning thing is taught by a very shuai de shuai ge. hahas. kevin. lols. he is gabriel bro 's friend. WORLD is soo small. lols. nvm. then after sch. go see band.. on the way to the dnt block. to get a almost perfect view. lols. i go up the stair. he go down. lols. with his snare drum. lalalas~ then see the band finish. go disturb cheryl tan. then hor. SHE BULLY ME!!!! hahas.. she took my bk[ brand new sumore ] lols. she wanna give ric*. then i dun wan her to disturb him. lols. nvm..then went home. lols.

today..
hahas.. keep seeing him? lols. when i at the overhead bridge. i saw him going to sch. he early sia. lols. then recess time.. wah seh. lols. the dm very free wors. hahas. all gather all the canteen to eat. wahahas. SUPER FREE de. lols. then we ate at the brown table. then saw ric* again. lols. then art. XIN RUI sabo-ed me. lols. hahas. then my garden of SOUL.my workpiece lar. hahas. is all my FEELING inside. lols cos. got heart. lols. kkies. whatever. lols. then i sabo-ed ridzuan. hahas. nvm. the english go library. i emotion break down. lols. i am stressed lar. then some gurls disturb me. lols. JASON GOH!! SORRY!! I STARE AT YOU!! WAHAHAS! NOT NEED SCARE. I NOT ANGRY ABT YOU! JUAT THAT I SAW YOU! THEN YOU SEE ME! I FEEL FUNNY FUNNY DE! LOLS! WHATEVER! LOLS. hahas.. then after sch. lols. wait for ms noriani for class tee. then ric* oso finish lesson. then i saw him. then i giving priya thing. then see him until i drop my thing. lols. OMG. nvm. then hoon xiang look at me the expression soo funny. lols. nvm. then get class tee. SOO NICE!!!!! HAHAS!! then went hp with sheena. eat KFC [again?] lols. then bought the same card holder and purse. lols. okay.. then went home.. hahas.


6:50 PM

siann. hahas..
today arh.. SIAN! hahas..
starting of the day. my day ruin by my math test result. wahahas. 20/30 only. =((. hahas.. nvm. i slack alots. but hor. i happy oso. hahas. i finally solve an algebra qns by myself. hahas. i totally suck in algebra lar. lols. i wanna kill de person who create algebra. lols. then geo. yea. yea. wannaBAY came. hahas.. nvm. hahas.. then ms teo keep di siaoing me. say i love my geo text bk soo much. until keep looking at it. pls lor. i get my high marks for geo not because i listen to her class. in fact. her class i am day dreaming. or doing other hw. lols. i only read my text bk and notes to score. lols. so.. i can not need go her class de. lols. she jus nid to give me the notes. wahahas.. nvm. hahas..then recess. siann lar. lols. then


8:10 PM

lalalas~ i want N3250. I WANT!! PINK COLOUR DE!! hahas.

damn chio lorhs. hahas.

siao.


4:22 PM

laalallas~

ytd. went to kovan then to hougang mall to buy shoes. hahas.. then go ps shopping. hahas.. then i bought a pair of pink shoe. cheapo type. lols. hahas.. and my sis bought two pair of slipper. i wonder why she needs soo many slipper. hahas.. dun understand her. hahas.the most stupid part is today chermaine told me mrNg go hougang mall too. then i also go hougang mall. too bad.. no fate to meet. lols. nvm.

today. go to the DBS arts centre to watch the concert. then before that. we meet at hougang mall first. lols. waited for chermaine n priya for 45 mins. lols. then watch the concert. the sec2 or 1 hor. super noisy lor.. kaoz. soo inconsiderate.. i very pissed off. shouted:" SHUT UP LAR" nvm.. then after that.. me,chermaine,simjun,celina,lianshun and gab. we go watch movie. lols black night! lols.then we force the guys to that each side. lols. then soo scary lar.. hahas.. then ben and cherilyn oso watching the movie. they G seat. we C seat. hahas.. nvm. then soo scary lor.. hahas.. shouted soo much. i wonder why gab can be so relax de. watch the movie. see the ghost come out. dun feel anything de. still can eat the popcorn. one person finsih all. he super hungry huh. lol.then. after that. we go walk walk. hahas. then ben go le.. we go play arcade.. hahas. then after arcade. we go kovan makan dinner. eat kfc. me and cherilyn buy buddy meal. lols. then eat finsih lehs. we go walk walk walk. then go mac outside play true or dare. lols. then we dare gab to sit like the ronald mc donald de pose. then dare lian shun to pose like the mcdonald standing up the position. lols. then went home lor. hahas..


11:10 PM

haiis..
today.. sch arh.. siann..
got public caning.. super er.. hahas. i thought my sec sch life this yr will be better w/o public caning seen. lols.. nvm.. hahas.. this make me thought of sec 1. lols. just go in bowen a few wks or mth only got public caning le. hahas. caning make me think go dinish[ dunno how to spell lar.] lols. I MISS HIM!! hahas.. i miss all his joke. nvm. then english period. MRE LEE ABUSED HER AUTORITY OF BEING A TCHER. keep saying what caning caning de. BLAH BLAH BLAH! then art. like very fast lehs. i colour until SUPER UGLY!! maybe wanna redo barh. hahas.. then after sch. i go out with sheena to hp. go eat kfc [AGAIN?] lols. then saw bridget they all. hahas. then go find them to return chris pen lols. then walk walk walk. then go home. take bus. suddenly go one mac de pple call me. hahas.i thought who. wahahas. nvm. then now at home le. hahas.


3:21 PM

lalalalas~

ytd. i din post becos. i go out and see css. lalalas~ then go home. too tired. go slp. hhaas.
i am siao le. hahas. madness over samuel. =) he is soo CUTE! hahas. hao ke ai. hahas. zhiyang oso very cute lar. actually only top 10 come de. but then yuyang ,yiyuan and yvonne nv come. =( . three of my fav top 10 de nv come. haiis. nvm. then samuel ;kenneth ;sheena and shermaine come. hahas.. lalalas~ SAMUEL~ hahas.. then renfred ye hen ke ai. he very bad lor. hahas.. whne prize giving to css de. renfred got bk. then kenneth no bk. then kenneth say renfred suan him. say: "hahas. i got bk you no bk. " soo funny. hahas.. then signing the board of kbox that time. finsih signing. kenneth say:" its mine its mine." soo cute.. renfred; khim;samuel very gd. i took sum pic of them. with them look to my camera. i took 121 pic sia. hahas. mostly all samuel de lar. cos. everyone know i siao samuel. i took sum renfred and khim de lar.. teresa i took one only. =(. hahas. too bad yinwei and alejandro nv come. =( haiis.. actually i wanna give samuel thing de.. then hor.. he ran away. lols. then nvm. me and huiqi go give the producer. call her give. hahas. then after that we go makan. then go home lor. hahas..


11:35 AM

my song de lyric. if got wrong. sry. cos. my han yu pin yin. super bad.
hahas..

wo zai na tian zhe yang jian guo ni,
jiu zhi dao ni jiu shi wo wei yi.
wo hen xiang gen ni shuo wo ai ni,
ke shi wo yi zhi bu gan gao su ni.

hahas.. too be continue lar..
hahas..
translated version.
from the day that i saw you,
i knew that you are the one.
i wanna to tell you i love you,
but i alway dun dare to tell you.

hahas.. nice.. lols.


2:07 PM

today..
hahas..
assembly hor. very funny. hahas.. the sec 4and5 were made to sing the national song again. ahhas.
then chinese. i accompany meijun go down to her class. i think he didn saw me barh. PHEW! hahas. then i my chinese class. i am half slp. hahas. then i heard kailun say. kelly. mrng* then blah blah blah de. didn really heard waht he say. cos. i am half slp.rmb. hahas. the english class. we very guai you know. we greeted a lee. hahas. then go our own work. then liang hao tell a lee to write the essay . SOO DISGUSTING!! what the human meat go in to the ship motor. then turn to minced meat. ew.. soo er xin.. then see the eye what de. i almost vomited. lols. then recess. lols. soo ehhs... hahas.. i shall not say what happen.. hahas. then chem. YAYS! mr tang never come.. lalalas. then got what worksheet de. i copy frm my workbk and do it just in 5 min. then play le. hahas.. humariah and shikin keep di siaoing celina and nicholas. WAHAHAS! write in celina bk. " celina <33 nicholas." hahas. BUT JOKING ONLY! NOT SERIOUS ONE AARHH!! I DUN WANT GET KILLED. hahas.. then i compose a song.. actually ish for me and him de. but i pretend it is for celina and nicholas. hahas. soo i can ask how to write the chinese word. hahas. but it is a very nice song. that i compose. my very first one. i got the idea suddenly. hahas. maybe. i liddat post the lyric. i wrote the first passage only. hahas. then math. hahas.then go home lar. lols.


1:48 PM

1:48 PM

haiis. i super sian soo i post again barhs. hahas. blogging is like my life le. hahas. wanna know me more and know abt my feeling and inner me. see my blog barhs. hahas.LALALAS~ i create de blogskin. not nice hor. hahas. thank to sheena for teaching wo. hahas.

haiis.. i wanna to go a very deserted place.where there is no one around. i can do all kind of thing there. shout like mad woman is something i wanna do.. haiis.. now i felt soo stuffed. stuff with worries; trouble and stress! stress abt everything that going to be happen and have happened. haiis. haiis.. I WANNA SHOUT!! AHH!!! AHH!!! AHH!!! hahas.. WHY MUST HE TREAT ME LIDDAT!! WHY?WHY??WHY??? when i need him. he is not around. haix. i want him to around. i need him to be around. but he alway soo cold to me. hais. anyway. he oso not my who.. dun think soo soo much barh. =(. i felt soo crazy now. i wanna cry le. i cannot tolerate le. i stuff to much trouble in my heart le. my heart is breaking apart. criies* i am shouting for help.. HELP!!! hais.. i need help. HAIS HAIS HAIS!!! =((


9:03 PM

early in the morning. i SUPER pissed off by mr tan. i confiscated my earring. thad why i soo QUIET during reading period. i am guai okay. i didn bargain. hahas. he wanna confiscate confiscate lor. i dun care. hahas. the physic test. i no mood to do. soo i anyhow do. hahas.. i dunno how neither. i learn one didn come out. suay lor. lols. hahas. first recess. hahas. swt lar. lols. i saw mrng.. lalalas~ he didn look away. i am soo happy. hahas. then chermaine siao. say he not shuai. why like him? lols. summore say our class de guy more shuai than him. aiyo. chermaine arh. dun judge a person by his looks. i think that he looks okay lar. not like you say de. say until soo ke lian. he is more shuai than some of the guy in our class. i shall not say names. hahas. our class de guys got that shuai mehs. only jason koh; caixing; nicholas and maybe liang hao lar. oyarh. ridzuan n haiqal. hahas. yes. he dun smile often. cos. he cool marh. hahas. i like him not because how he look. not like you must see shuai de. lols. then art. soo kan chiong. lalalas~ finally FINISH MY DETAIL!!!! wahahas. i see haiqal soo kan chiong soo ke lian. he haven do finish sia. actually i due today de. but mrswong delay it until next lesson. happy for haiqal. hahas. then 2nd recess see mrng.. AGAIN. wahahas. =) then pr lesson. that christine teo didn come for lesson. for two weeks le. hmph. still say we nv come for class. pls lor. we waited for her outside the class. the timetable stated E103. you go where? lols. nvm. while waiting.me;meijun and huda very sian . go play basketball with the guys. hahas. i in one in two shots lehs. hahas. the miss shot almost got in. see how pro am i? lols. then we saw mr william. all run!! lols. then super hot. hahas. then math. mr cheng say change pr to english. then her period got 3 period. which is a YES! YES!! YES!! hahas. because my class will be oppsite his. and summore i sit at the window there. hahas. and then A lee cannot let us stay back after sch le!! YAYS!! hahas. then english lesson. hahas. all dun wnat to go english lesson. hahas. soo we go put bag in class and go toliet. hahas.than walk around chat with jason koh awhile. lols. then at the staircase there hear A loh voice. the girls all run to toliet. lols. than we go out. miss loh outside a4 class. hahas. then we pretend nth happen just walk. lols. the a lee went mad as usual. and as usual . i didn listen to her lesson. hahas. =)) then went home. hahas. yays-ness. instructor leon reply me again le. i like to chat with him sia. anyway give gd advice. lols. he should be atcher. LOLS! although sumtimes he siao. hhaas.


3:01 PM

today no lesson. ce day. hahas. very fun lar. my mood destory the day. hahas.
early in the morning kena catch hairband by miss normala. arggH!!! nvm. lucky huda got xtra. hahas. the ce day started. got water wally. wahahas. soo cute. hahas. ah pek. old le. cannot walk fast fast. i understand de. i very worry abt the person inside sia. how he gonna breath? lols. then liang hao soo bad but funny lar. say water wally have pig leg. hahas. the debate. soo er.. that guy got best speaker? lols. okay lar. buit i think shawn and sankar say better lehs. hahas. shawn soo funny. i like to see him debate. very interesting de. hahas. then the yenling arh. LOLS! why must she talk soo loud when there is mic. i think she dun need the mic sia. hahas. then ending both grp like using mouth to fight liddat. wahahas. YAYS! sankar's grp wins. hahas. then recess. eat with sheena and meijun. hahas.. then after recess. go prepare for the carnival. hahas. i nth to do lar. then hang out at the game show there. hahas. he is his class de contestant for the game show. hahas. then we go help jason style hair. hahas. i tie his hair until soo nice. hahas. jason wun ma lu de lehs with the funny hair style. lols. then mr ng sitting next to jason. then jason n chermaine start suaning me. lols. then i ran away. lols. then got the rehearsal for model show. hahas. soo funny lar. hahas.. woots* hahas. then i go malay rm see murali and shikin dress up. soo pretty sia both of them. hahas. i jealous that murali have such a long eye lashes. hahas. natural curl de. hahas. i go there just in time to see ms noriani put make up. soo nice sia. hahas. then i go hall again. hahas. then pangseh huda go malayrm again. then they rehearsaling for the the model soo nice. hahas. then we took some pic. lols. soo nice sia. hahas. then after that we all go hall again. the hall look quite empty. lols. must be go makan le barhs. hahas. then we took with murali and shikin in the hall again. lols. 3a2 very zhilian de. lols. then carnival start. then we go delicate song for mr tan. actually wanna surprize mr tan de. he come kpo. hais. =( . then the model show start. LOLS!! eugene wear skirt. OMG.. lols. soo chio sia. hahas. the caixin oso very chio. hahas. MURALI THE CHIO-EST. hahas. when mu and shikin walk. all burst into laughter. hahas. mu de expression very CUTE! hahas. soo funny. he shy lar. lols. then the 3a3 skit. hahaas. junkai say the rap until soo funny sia. hahas. TREES! hahas. the game show. hahas. with the stupid and lame question.liang hao soo funny sia. hahas. host until very what. hahas. then mrng grp with zhihui lar. lols. he grp i think didn answer some qns. cos. didn turn to blue marh. that why never win barh. hahas. then the prize hor. wahahas. left over prize lai de. wan wan is last time 3a2 class de present de xtra. lols. chocolates lehs. LOLS! mr tan new yr left over barh. LOLS!. then got free time. go canteen buy makan. hahas. then chat with szuchian awhile. the mr ng walk to canteen. the szuchian start to erm..erm.. LOLS! then i say sore thoart arh. lols. then buy drink. kaoz. every drink that i want dun have. wahahas. then i anyhow chose sportade purple de. then he came to buy drink. lalalas~ i wanna take straw. but he stand there. i bo bian. i walk away. wait he go le. then go take straw. lols. he at the staircase there to the field de. the i go take straw. lols. he saw? lols.


7:20 PM

haiis. i wanna cry le. not becos. i sad. is becos. i felt very stress. hais. why people wanna care everything abt me? there is something i dun want them to care abt. when i need their care. they are nowhere to be found. today at green carnival closing. not that i wanna show attitude. i am really pissed off. by the twins. why must they soo kpo go tell mr tan i like mrNG. i am really angry lor. then chermaine say abt my earstud. i dun really angry abt that. is that cherilyn. WHY must she shout at me. she think prefect very big issit. i very angry with you le lor. you think you talk not more enough arh. i just beside you. must shout marh? i almost deaf you noe. you this kind of prefect ruin my life in sch only. shout shout shout. carn you just shudd upp. i dun you to care abt me. even mrs danapal didn comment. you dun need to say soo much. A LOH comment abt me also not your problem. somemore now she didn say anything le. YOU NOT NEED TO TALK SOO MUCH. COPY YOUR SISTER TALK ONLY. TWIN SOO WHAT? your sister say me i dun mind. at least she talk me nicely. you lehs. only know how to shout. shout wun solve problem de lor. anyway. i am deaf. i carn hear what you say. save your breath and shut up! stop polluting the enviroment. noise pollution you know? i very stress abt my studies also. everyone like working soo hard. i still carn get focus. i really wanna study. but i am alway distracted by personal feeling. whenever i think abt mrng. i tend to be very upset and get distracted and get very moody. i like alway keep my feeling to myself. i feel upset, i feel hurt but whenever i go i tend to pretend i am happy. whenever i see him. i pretended that i am even happier. but he dunnoe i am bleeding in my heart. i am very hurt. he will never know how i feel.. i just dun want to let him see the weak side of me. i want him to see the brave side of me. haiis. now i tend to be very inconfident le. after going into life in sec sch. i change le. and is alots. in my attitude. i tend to cry alot. alot more than pri sch life. rmb in sec 1. i am really a crybaby. hahas. now lehs. i kept the tears in my heart. i bear with it. when i carn take it anymore. i cry alone. i dun wan pple to see me cry. i dun want pple to see the real me. i wanna be happy.. really.. but.. it have been very long since i have a real laughter. everything seem out of my way. i carn decide my fate le. my studies start to slack again. i really hope i can do well. i need help.. hais. my life is really suck. i never felt soo upset in my whole 15 yr of life before. haiis. i hate myself. i hate the life i am having now. i wished to change it. =(


6:55 PM

hahas. soo long since i last post. hahas. cos. lately i am quite held up. and stressed. lols.. hahas.

sunday...
YAYS!! hahas.. ZHIYANG WON! hahas. soo happy fer him. lalalas~ samuel soo ke ai.hahas.

monday.
got test. HAIS! geo test.. i study liao siao. hahas. early in the morning at overhead bridge i notice him walking toward the sch. hahas. i was busy revising for test. soo didn really wanna catch up on him. hahas. i very kan chiong for my test lar. must rmb one whole page. and explain. i rmb postive only by then. then at hall. hahas. very funny. i keep telling my friend i wanna chinese period study. then my friends gave me a weird weird de look. hahas. actually first period is math. i thought is chinese. LOLS! i study until blur le. LOLS! then i study during reading period lor. lols. becos. i wanna to listen to my math class. becos. my math arh. deproving le. doing to die le. haiis. where is my A1? now? just pass. HAIIS! must really study le. the geo period. miss teo give us some time to study. lols. i faster absorb everything into my brain. LOLS! stuff everything inside. wahahas. i have confidence into doing well for this test. but i dun think i can get top le lar. cos. sumone cheated right in front of me. and threw the paper out of the window. LOLS!! thats is chris! hahas. you cheater. hahas. i dun care if you get full marks. you must treat me water. cos. you copied my notes. hahas. the notes that i wrote the night before. hahas. nvm.. then recess. SHEENA FORGET TO BRING MY SS NOTES!! OMG!! hahas. lucky i sit behide de. mr chua didn notice i dun hav the notes. hahas. the class is very quiet sia. hahas. then chinese arh.. aiyohhs. no comments.

today. tues.
again. i on overhead bridge. then saw him again. going into the sch. hahas. he quite puntucal de arhs. hahas. then assembly. soo funny lar. A LOH teaches us the pledge. while mr farid.=) teaches us the national athem. hahas. then very fun lor. hahas. the go chinese. tcher ran out again. then junda go ask her come back. then she came back. english totally suck!! then A LOH!!! HMPH!! she very what lar. mi n meijun is sit behide de lar. change change change. change me and meijun in front. unfair lor. actually is the guys in front de lor. liddat nvm. she catch my earring. i very pissed off. even danapal oso dun care you care soo much for what. kaoz.. i show her face then take out. she hor very funny. say me then go out. wu liao. then i dun care her. i sit de place very noisy lor. beside got jaon koh. in front got kahjing n raj. lols. nvm. i dun care next tues. i going to go back my own place le. hmph. then art. YES!! i finally do finish le. yays!! i just do touch up okay le. wahahas. proud of my art work sia. hahas. although not nice lar. but its all hard work sia. haiqal hor. very weird. he do very nice. but he do little bit walk around le. he cannot sit still de lehs. hahas. then after sch. me n meijun go 7eleven buy food. then go back sch to help up for the model tmL. hahas. then while coming back. caixin super big mouth. haiis. nvm. i used to it le. hahas. then go back help them. then hurmairah asked me to go art rm take paint. then i go art rm take lor. hahas. then helped her to paint the bottle cap and cans. then hor. we made a car out of cardboard. hahas. very funny. then rain very big. then go home.. drenched. LOLS!! all wet sia. hahas.


9:01 PM

aiya. dunno what to say lar. to day i kinda siao.. eat n eat n eat. =( . i feel very sad.


4:53 PM