Actually quite happy de.. cos, Javin got in!!! YEAH!!! haas.. Just now, before the results also cried cos. really really very nervous for him. hahas.. When he get in.. The feeling is like WOW!!! hahas... Screaming my lung out.. hahas....

But, i came back home. I go online.. as many people know.. i did the javin_css2 yg. and another girl create javin_they yg.. As, I had already gotten the official fc already..SO, when they say they are approved as official fc . I felt soo cheated. I know Javin won't bluff us de bahs. As, He said he never give anyone official before we ask. and at that moment... they already put themselves as official fc. either is Javin is bluffing us or they are cheating the fans. But i believe in Javin. I really dun like the feeling... Although afterall, we support the same guy.. but it concern about trust. And i REALLY REALLY hate this feeling... I hate people to cheat on me.
actually thought that i can have peace and move thru w/o a quarrual with them. because, i don't wanan Javin to stuck in between us. >.< But, i really carn stand this already.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!~


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