My letter to Birthday angels. :)

My birthday is coming. I used to have lots and lots of wishes. Everytime is what i want. My Wishlist is usually a huge roll. hahas. But this time i only wish for two stuff. One. My Birthday is Thursday. So is result show day for nat. 11 Jan is a damn hard de day lor. 3 guy 1 go. Nat did do extremely well this time. quite disappointed though. but he was sick. I am sick too. so i know how it feel when you are sick and still got something important to do. He arhhs. Call him take care take care. Everytime sure call him take care. Now? Sick again. haiz. Drink more water !!! I need to take care too. LOLS! I am terribly sick too. Sore thoart, bad cough and cold. haiz. So my first wish is I want Nat to get through! at least go top2 lar. Cos, i know Daren is good one too. hahas. Every result show, before the day of result. I pray to God. Telling him how much i want Nat to get through. Silly huh? Sometimes, I felt that i can only tell god, how i feel. Cos, God would not betray me. I LOVE god! :) although i am not a strong believer that go to church regularly, i stopped going church since Pri 6 when i shift out of my grandma hse to my mum's hse. I never been to church already. Sometimes, I felt guity for not going. But i felt super left out there. Even i start going church when i am 5. So in that church abt 7 yrs le bah. I still feel one of the kind. Especially when i got to go to Young Woman Classes. I felt super weird. Cos, the sisters there were older than me alots. and my best friend, Joel have imigrate to US to study. HE is damn Clever okay. 17 yrs old. University First Yr. Haiz. Now, he come back. I felt too stupid to befriend with him. hahas. Hahas. My english felt sucks back then. Now, my english has improved! in talking lahs. NOT writing. hahas. My english improved first must thank Nat. Cos, talking to him soo stress. His english soo good. Mine half bucket de. SO i jia you in talking. i manage to slang abit le. BUT, my chinese kena influence by nat. DAmn suck lar. I carn pronounce properly. Even I got han yu pin yin. hahas. I got famous for my lousy chinese on forum about the La Lao Peh stuff. WAHAHAS! I FAMOUS LE LAR! hahas. :) Diaoo. how come talk about My wishlist to talk abt my bad chinese. ahahs.Whatever.

2nd wish. I hope to find peace. Recently, I got stuck in middle of my two best friends. I really don't know what to do le. I don't want to side anyone lar. Cos, both are Great friend of mine. I carn lose anyone of you. This is why, when ever you two talk about each other. my ears is shut. Not that i dun care, is i care too much until i dunno what i can do. I can guarantee i wun side anyone lar. I hope you will solve your problem with each other. :)


SMILES ALWAYS!

Wish 1 ) HOPE nat go into top 2.

Wish 2 ) Peace between friendships.


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