Sunday, January 14, 2007
& maodi is my life!
arghhs. i am breaking apart. My feeling for Cedric is back. I don't know why. I thought i will be able to forget him totally. I regretted staying back for cca open house. Cause, i found out. I have a weak point in seeing him in BB uniform and playing snare drum. He looks pretty COOL play snare drum lor. hahas. even he even unsure about the beat i guess. Nat know about him. hahas. But dunno he is call Cedric lar.He asked me abt THE ONE qns. I carn answer him. I thought he is NOT the one.After unable to answer THE ONE qns, i felt more ease. I thought i can be able to forget that guy. But, THE STUPID FEELING IS BACK! AND IT BECOME WORSE! I feel like seeing him every moment! arghh! Why no other guys can make me feel the same. Even,Nat, KJ or xiao bai cannot make me feel the same. haiz. Stupid de lor ytd. Talk to Alvin who graduated liao lar at canteen. Then BB kept marching up and down. arghhs. then we very bad, kept commenting on how BB march. wahahas. really weird mahs. I prefer seeing NCC march lehs. hahas. more MAN! hahas. whatever. after that felt bad for commenting on BB. cos, afterall Cedric is in the troop. hahas. STill felt very weird lar. Are they suppose to march liddat. hahas. whatever. hmms. Then, the joesph. Kept seeing band. He ahs. Really BAND MADNESS. Band also another one. Every cca open house always that same songs. hahas. Alvin say de: listen until know how to play liao.. WAHAHAHAS! Not i say de arhhs. hahas. some songs i still know how to play lar. hahas. Good memory! hahas. Me and alvin very bad. Kept picking on other cca. hahas. Then never pick on his NCC lor. biased lah him. hahas. He also very bad lar. being make used to play "hide and seek". hahas. But, Soo many Ncc boys kept coming to him and say that thing lost that thing lost. But, they dunno that thing is in between his legs.One after another. No one knows its with alvin. So funny lor.Alvin soo bad lar. Make ke lian de oliver stress. hahas. Cca ophen is indeed a fun but stressing day, hahas, RAINING summore. I think its because RAIN coming lar, then kept raining. hahas. After cca open hse, went HOME then go j8. eat Yoshinoya and shopping. Bought a new billabong hat. Its cute lar. Tmr going suntec to support Nat maybe wanna wear it! Yeahs. Tml going to see Nat again! LOLS! diao.
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