arghh. BAD day in school. i have been having bad mood since the first day of school. I still couldn accept it lar. 4CARE! whatever lor. i heard that someone have been boasting that he is in 4a2. anyways, 4a2 =4CARE. and he have been looking down of the actual 4a2 student who go to 4RESPECT and 4INTEGRITY. damn. Today, Lessons really sucks lar. soo boring. arghh. no mood to study too. LOLS!

dun talk about the class liao. let talk abt happy stuff.
YEAHS! Nat got in liao. SOO SOOO SOOO HAPPY! One more step to TOP 2. LOLS! i really wnat him to sing english songs. LOLS! nvm,

siann.. today, found out a thing. i still could let go lehhs. I kept telling AH da to give up and throw away EVERYTHING about that person.Although, i deleted almost Everything about him le. But, seems like i still have feeling with him. hahas.. today see him alot alot of time.. See him do many many thing. See him Run also. LOLS! I dunno to do lar. I still like him but, I know he wun like me de. So, There will not be any chances for me. that why, i decided to forget him during the holidays, buried myself with Computer, Food and NAT. just to forget him. but the holidays seems soo short, i still carn forget this person who break my heart. I really don't know what to do le. Nat also know abt him sia. LOLS! i told Nat during that person de bdae. LOLS! Cause, i am very upset that day, too upset to even wish him happy birthday. :). If there something i do in order not to get hurt again?

my mind is breaking apart. i am very very very tired already.


What is the meaning of love?


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