its past 12 already. hahas. first wanna say happy birthday to cedric. =) second, his birthday present will be me saying goodbye to him le... i don't know why i have feeling that me & him will never me together. cause he seem like he have given me death sentences already. this about one and a half years of loves for him seem like it is not appreciated. hahas. my feeling is sour and bitter. time isn't everything. really isn't. there is friends who call me give up and call me continues. i am confused. really confused. soo i decided by my own decision, give him up. no matter how hurt will i be during this process. i will still continues to give him up. but i know i will be the one who hurt myself. but after everything i will be the happy kelly again. with no worries and sadness. i really wanna be happy again. not a faked smile... a happy one. & holidays is coming. i will take the chance to give up on him de. i just hope the pain could quickly be heal. anyway, next yr N level will be coming. i just wanna concentrate on my studies. i don't want to retain. i want to a top student like hanxiang. hahas. top in n level! i wll strive very hard. i hope everyone would support me. =)


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