hais. not a gd day today. feeling extremely down. for some reasons. AND its not about him okay. lols. hmm. maybe a little lar. wahahas. i will say abt him de part at the last. lols. actually it was a smiley face day for me. maybe a little fake lar. but felt a little happy. very little. now. 90% sad. 10 % happy lor. lols. hmm.. i was late today. because of the STUPID bus driver. why carn he just stand up from his comfortable seat and ask the people move in. and yar. typical singaporean. selfish and kiasu. those people who is trying to get into the small bus they like never take bus before liddat. the bus is aradi no space for people to get in le. still wanna squeeze in. they think that they very thin. arghh.. make me late! lols. then late lor. 5 times le lehs.. then call my mum. arghh. i wonder what will she say later. hahas. then chinese. the class is guai lar. lols. FINALLY lor. hahas. then i do mrs lee de personal recount. guai hor. thank to jacelyn for being my english teacher. she even help me think about the opening of my personal recount.hehes.. then English lar. LOLS! NOISY as USUAL lols. hahas. mrs lee say my opening is a bit too tacky. lols.. its nice okay. cos. jacelyn created it. wahahas.. yar. then RECESS!! lols. sian sian lor. wahahas. then go walk around with twins to talk to the memory workshop de people. lol. all my friends joined. hahas.. of cos. me too. hehes. then, math lesson. hahas. got test. hmm. difficult sia. hahas. at least i tried my best can. lols. then the lessons continues with chem n physic lar. lols. then after sch le lar. lols. still have to do detention. ARGHH! lols. in detention kept talking to chermaine. then talk about the india trip.. hahas. SOOO EXCITED!! i hope i can go. wahaahas. pls allow me to go~ i shall study hard of EOY. then i can go. wahahas. sooo excited~~~ lalalas. hahas. then detention finish. go eat in canteen lor. haahas. fu gui very happy lar. wahahas. he say wanna eat with us. then he suddenly disappear. the next time we saw him? he was eating alone. soo weird lar. lols.. then he eat finish come to my table talk. then we talk abt the INDIA trip again. wahahas. kept persuading fu gui to go. lols. then me ; jolene ; fugui kept suaning chermaine because she eat laska kept coughing. then we sais, " chermaine, HOW??? laska not very hot, you cough until liddat. if go india everyday eat hot stuff HOW?" then she say ," eat maggi mee lor. wahahas. stupid sia. wahahas. then went home. while walking to the bus stop lar. saw some people with flaws.[ i hope you should how what i meant lar. ] i felt sad for them. you see. my school is very near awwa. yarh. then my busstop there oso got a sch of the people with flaws. soo i get to see them often. sometimes i wonder.. if really is god with create us. why don't create everyone of us perfectly. i am a physically or mentally - able people. soo i consider myself perfect at born. i dun no what they think. i wondering.. what carn they be perfect too? i was like thinking and thinking in the bus. finally. i got my answer. maybe, they were the one who reminds us the perfect one. life isn alway perfect. there will alway be a unperfect part. hais.. lols.. today arh.. abt him. soo irritated lor. hahas.. desmond kept going ," cedric cedric cedric. " arghh. this isn what i want. me n him = NOTHING!!!!!!!!!! arghh


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