i now in a super insane mood. argh. sheena was right. i am super super upset. and acting supe duper happy like siao char boh liddat. i am sooo upset. arghh.. or rather angry. ytd i fought with my mum. i dun want to fight with her lar. she started it first. i am aradi in a very depression state aradi. she just dun care. she will only nag nag nag. add oil to fire.she just carn sense the sadness i have. many pple sense it le lor. sense that i am really abnormal lately. she only want a perfect me. PLEASE i am not perfect. you carn change me. i am liddat. the bo chap girl. i dun care abt any stuff. everytime call me do this do that. i never do nag nag nag. scold scold scold. if i do it i get nth. IT NOTHING!! even a simple praise it okay. not asking you to give me money or present. JUST A SIMPLE PRAISE. help her do thing. still nag this not gd that not gd. that the reason i DUN WANNA HELP HER TO DO ANY HOUSEHOLD CHORES!! i hate it!!!!! everyday study very stressing le. still call me do this do that. say what got time play com. playing com is to DESTRESS!!!!! soo angry.. then say what i never study. result soo lousy. I GOT STUDY LOR!! IS YOU NEVER SEE!! and your times and my times is different!! DIFFERENT!!!!!!! my results is okay lor. always say my english suck. yar yar. your english soo powerful. soo great. is not my english suck lor. if the paper hard lor. explain to you. and you say i give excuses. say alots pple fail you say. dun compare.. yarh. dun compare. DUN COMPARE WITH THOSE WHO IS BETTER!! i did my best le lor. everytime only make me stress. i know what my dreams. i know what i wanna be. i know what can i do. my studies is in my hand. you not need add stress to it. i know my limits de. if i can do it. i will do de. ARGHH!!!!!!!!!! SOOO ANGRY!!! talk talk talk soo much never say abt today. urm. today still fine lar. abit siao. after sch go sheena hse do the CME project. hahas.


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