Wednesday, July 05, 2006
& maodi is my life!
haiz.. how how how?? now i am really stuck!! i think me n J only can be friends barh. i tried to throw away my feeling for C. n try to like J totally.. but i felt kinda weird. not like the times i like C. is totally different. C is more deep into the heart de. J lehs. is aiya i dunno how to say lar. hahas. my feeling for C is coming back. really.. i dunno why.. the more i see him. i like him more. haiz. what i thinking!!! today PE run 2.4.. argh.. my stamina SUCK!! lols. maybe is becos. i not band le marh. hahas. then that stupid CX keep suaning me. arghh.. nvm.. hahas.. recess. kept seeing C. yupps. the go math. never focus aloads lar. learning malay. lols. hahas.. then while going to chinese class. saw C again. hahas.. then i at class. lols. i very quiet lar. cos. jacelyn never come. lols. never. then i go sian. then i go take out paper. then write aku cinta padamu(i love you) n aku rindu kau(i miss you) then really fill the whole paper lar. i also dunno why i write. but i dunno why. when i writing i kept thinking abt C.. lols. haiz. then i keep seeing outside the class to opposite side de classrm. to see C. hahas. n J is in my class. n i dun bother abt him. arghh. why i liddat. I MUST CHOOSE ONE OF THEM! LOLS!! frm now. i think C will get higher chance for me to wait for him nehs. lols. i waited him for 1 yr le..( today 1 yr). yupps. he broke my record. *clap clap* hahas. siao..
AKU CINTA PADAMU!!!
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