haiz. today youth day.. lols. slacking at home again. lols.. no one jio me out marh lols.. lazy to go out too. hahas. sian tml got sch.. then got CME. i did the research le lar. by myself lor. hahas. see i am a gd girl. lols. today sheena ask me whether i am okay. erm. okay lar. my heart still hurt. but my life got to go on right. sad or happy oso mus go on. then i happy de go on lar. lols. although my smile is faked de. lols. J today oso say keep saying sry. lols. the mor he say sry. the more sad i am. lols.. i wonder tml in class how? lols. lucky before recess dun need to see him. hahas.. haiz.. lucky that time Cme never call him join my grp. lols. hahas.. if not.. i oso dunno how to mian dui ta. hahas. silly huh.. i dun no i wanna wait marh. cos. i scare. what if he cannot fgt her. hahas. i now very scare. we carn be like how we used to be le. hahas.. play together. go out together. talk to each other. hahas.. i soo scare. haiz. sheena say if he treat me liddat. she gonna whack him. SHEENA I TAKE IT SERIOUSLY DE HOR. LOLS. hahas.. jus kidding lar. dun whack him lar. hahas. haiz.. tml got art. die die. i no drawing block. lols. die le lar.. GOD PLS HELP ME!! LOLS!! haiz.. i suddenly felt like eating ice cream. maybe i watch the show FULL HOUSE to much le. lols. cos. in the show. when the girl cry. then boy will alway ask her whether she want ice cream. lols. then treat her eat ice cream. soo sweet lor. now i oso wish to be like her lehs. i now very sad. i hope he will treat me ice cream. hahas. I WANT ICE CREAM!! LOLS!! soo childish. but sweet lar. hahas.. oyarh.. you pple may think what abt ric*. erms. i dunno lar. hahas.. i recieves soo many bad words abt him. until i very stress le. hahas. maybe it time to look further. lols. cannot wei le one tree give up the whole forest marh. lols.. i sounded like i soo flirt.. erm.. no lar. i oso want to be loyal. only that the one i loyal to.. think that i dun deserve them. like ric* lor. what to do. i no looks , no brain and not good de personality. lols. but i like myself lar. hahas. i like being me. i wun change for other pple de. becos. the true self is the most unique me. me is me. no one can be me. even pple try to copy. they still carn be the real me. lols. i like being ME! LOLS! haiz.this is jus one of my self encouragement lar. hahas.. =)


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