blah blah blah. my life is soo darn MEANINGLESS! i live for no one. my life is like my blog song. heartbroken le still act brave. laallaalas. unhappy me. hahas.=). he suck lar. soo bad..block me. he suck suck suck!!! i hate him!!!!!! today i in front of him. i said I SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! that why i smile sooo MUCH!!!!!! yarhh. I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!. HAPPY UNTIL SIAO LE! can see frm my today de drawing[ art class} lar. lols. soo many correction lines. soo improportion. colour combination suck. drawing skill suck. draw sooo slow. soo untidy.then draw still lie on the table. my mood can be seen by my art work lar.i hate drawing today. today lesson is like wasted lor. english. i were slping and doing project. then chinese going project. then art. moodless drawing. and physic. hmm. did listen lar. but blur blur de. still dun understand lar. arghh.. how. i have been shot by my heart le. whatever i do seem soo sucky. soo meaningless. i hate this feeling. why J.K soo bad. stuggling like mad girl. he know marh. cx wanna say out. i tell him dun wan.. i hate the way he treat me. i hate him. even he talk to me. i dun even wanna talk to him. even i like him. I HATE THE WAY HE TREAT ME!!!! cx asked. he same chinese class as me arh. i say YAR. then he sayy then gd. then can see him. I DUN EVEN WANNA GIVE A DAMN TO HIM!! seeing him making me more miserable!!!!!!!!!!!!!

( hmm. i kinda childish. sry. lols. that my true self. )


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