Blogging in progess...

Hahas..
BOO to Nat! hahas. He bluff me. hahas. Say will blog. But never. Whatever lahs. hahas. I hope he update his blog soon!! hahas...


Anyway,
i got a pic to show you peeps.



Mr Nat TAN! HAHAHAS! i felt bad putting a copyright on his head there. But, i dun like pple to copy my pic. yahs. He was SOO cute LOR! hahas..

:DDD


6:33 PM

Hmms. 3 day since i blogged. hahas..

Friday:
Like any other normal school day lahs. I reach home abt 2 going to 3. Straight away fall on my bed. hahas. Sleep until 6PM. But i thought it is about 8 AM in the morning. I go out check. Lucky Not 8 AM in the morning. hahas..

Saturday:
Went Gaga over idols again. I think i am crazy sometimes. hahas. I think i better stop thinking abt Nat after the show finish. LOLS! But will still miss him alots. hahas. Maybe going to his music school SOON! yeahs! So in the morning went to bugsi for PSS2 event. Sadly. i thought got Nat lor. but dun hav lor. then i go siao for Maxi, Jon and Kenny lahs! wahahas.. Daren chose all his friend lahs. Sian. If Nat win. I think he might chose. Jeff,Kwan,WeeJian and.... dunno who lahs. But Nat chose de sure is my fav de mahs. LOLS! COs, all his friends is my fav! WAHAHAS!! NVM. Then went to buy apple studel for daren{ my friend buy} and strawberry studel for Jeff{ I got pay de hor} 4.50 for a piece! hahas.. Then went to find Mr Jeff! Wahahas. I damn paiseh lor cos, he busy then we go disturb him. Haiz. Then I was like paiseh until dun dare to see him. Then he suddenly call my name. hahas. Then I turn ard and say HUH? then he say bye as we are leaving soon lahs. Wahahas! After that, i went S.H.E concert with Winnie. OMG! It is a great like siao show. MY FAHRENHEIT!! wahahas. I WAS very very MAD! wahahas! But Go home also mad. Haiz. 1 hr bus trip for a bus stop!Traffic jam like siao. Raining somemore, SOO cold. haiz.


Sunday:
FAHRENHEIT EVENT! SIAO DE!! REALLY ALOTS PPLE LOR! KAOZ!!! I DUN WISH TO DESCRIBE IT! COS, I AM VERY TIRED NOW! BECOS, OF FAHRENHEIT! hahas.. But ALL OF THEM is SOO SOO SOOO CUTE!! HAHAS! ESPECIALLY MY CHUN! CHUNY!~! HAHAS! DA DONG also cute lor. HE kept making the flying kiss sign and heart sign! SOO SOO CUTE! YA LUN LOOKS PRETTY Guai guai de. Hahahas. Quiet Quiet de. hahas.. Love him too! The most shocking de is Yiru! HE actualy looks very shuai and cute! Wahahas! HE is VERY NICE!~! LOVE HIM TOO!! AHHS! This is the first grp that can makes me love all of them soo equally. hahas. Actually no lahs. I love my Chun-y more. Then Follow by the other 3. But the other 3 is very close to my Chun-y. hahaas. I LOVE FAHRENHEIT!! LOVE UNTIL SIAO!~!
But hor. I love Nat more. LOLS!

Wahs. now, abt 1.43 AM le. Tmr got to wake up at 6 AM! Argh! School suck! But, I must jia yous in order not to get the poor grade that nat dun want me to get! LOLS!

Anyway, Wish me good luck for tmr SS and Art test which i never revise yet. And GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!~! :)

P.S: SHocking News about Xu Wei Lun death is like a BIG SHOCK to me. I like her alots! haiz. Why her? She is still soo young! I think Rainie and Cyndi must be very sad right now. Haiz. T-T


1:25 AM

Now, its about 2.14 AM! And i just got home. I felt like vomiting now. hahas. I went to Mdc. and watch the males prelude. hahas.. then It was really very funny lahs. hahas.. Then after that decided to wait for Jeff and Nat.I very good lohs. Kept talking to Jeff. hahas. Nat and Jeff ocme out. I first thing is run after Jeff. hahas. Got him to write my book again! HAHAS! He is like soo sian lahs. Everytime write about the same thing. LOLS! and JEFF! I am still waiting for you sms. I still praise you for having good memory. Now? You forget again. hahas.. Nvm. I still got Nat. HAHAS!! Gone crazy again. hahas... Nat very ke lian. Still got to go Focus music. hahas. Cos, his tcher love him too much. HAHAS! Just JOKING! LOLS! Nat also say that Jeff is teaching in Focus Music! Wah Piang! I WANNA GO FOCUS MUSIC! LOLS! and be Nat and Jeff and shi mei. HAHAHAS! Whatever lahs. Hahaas. Very late le. I think i better catch some sleep. hahas.. If not, tmr you see me sleeping in class again. HAHAS! Nat say cannot sleep in school. LOLS! He dun want me to get poor grades. LOLS! I Promise him i wouldn too. HAHAHAS! I will jia yous de lahs. But not sleeping in school is way too difficult for me. HAHAS! Cos, teacher very boring lahs! HAHAS! Okay, that all. Good Night everyone.:)


2:13 AM

yeahhs!4 days since i blogged. hahas..

Saturday:
Went to Top 2 roadshow. hahas. Support my diya. But instead i took many pic of Daren. LOLS! Whatever.

Sunday:
Went to Mediacorp to find Nat! HAHAS! Bought ferrero roches for him. hahas. I buy for him until i no money to eat. LOLS! I am damn hungry when i see him. LOLS! Somemore, he say he go buy food. I more hungry. arghhs. hahas. Nvm. Sunday very NICE!! HAHAHS! Saw Jeff!! wahahas. FINALLY saw him again ever since he got out. hahas. He is soo cute. hahas. He actually remember me that i am from Forum when i tell him i am Kelly. then he look at me and say : err. kelly Lamp.. Lam? lols. I say yahhs! lols. HAHAS! HE remembered me! YEahs! YEahs! SOo Happy! hahas.. then he was like soo friendly and nice. hahas. kept chatting with him. and took many many pic of Jeff. hahas. He is soo cute. LOLS! then took a pic of nat and jeff. LOLS! it looks soo err, LOLS! whatever. hahas. Then saw weejian too. hahas. He is like soo stiff. and look very very blur. hahas. He is soo cute too. hahas. Then he wanna buy food frm vending machine. but out of stock le. hahas. then he kept trying to put the money into the vebding machine. hahas. then he notice no more le. He was like. arghhs. i soo hungry. hahas.. CUte lahs. Then after that went home le. hahas..

MOnday:
Boring school day.

Tuesday:
ARghs! Kept thinking abt him in class. HAHAS! THEN TOTALLY moodless to study lahs. Nothing gets into my mind today. STress stress. hahas. THere no way me and him will get together also. He was like 5 yrs older than me. ANd he is almost PERFECT! hahas. I really like him. haiz. What can i do? I guess he only treat me as his mei mei bahs. hahas.. Today, chinese lesson shawn kept asking whether i like mr X anot? i said No. hahas. I guess that guy is making me forgeting Mr X bits by bits. but i am missing him bits by bits too. Arghs. He dun want me go find him. Soo sad can? Waste Time? Haiz... I get pretty upset when he said that. i dunno why. haiz.. Today, i got pretty moodless and tired. I guess i am tired already. Should i go tmr for the prelude? I got two tix. hahas..


9:26 PM

hahas. New blogskin! Thanks to SHEENA NG! hahas.. Finally got my natty blogskin! hahas. I lazy to diy also. wahahas.

I am feeling much much much better already lahs. Don't worry peeps. Hahas. After knowing that video is fake{/i also got trick} and looking at the brighter side that nat can rest le! FINALLY! but he is still busy! I think because of grand final and preview de prep bahs! hahas. After the things, i shall disturb him more. LOLS! kidding! Yeahness. Nat's ORD is on March! Soon, he will be more free. hahas! But, i guess there will be company wanting to sign contact with him bahs. He soo well liked. hahas. Somemore, lost to Daren by 5 percent only. hahas. That means his votes quite alots. hahas. If he got sign on and have his album. I think i wun be wasting my money le bahs! HAHS! afterall he will still be performing during the grand finals. HAHAS! I just hope he can be like JY liddat. Still soo famous. hahas. then JY'fan soo loyal. Although. Nat will still have me this super loyal fan lah! WAHAHAS!

Tmr going to the top2 roadshow. Actually dun wish to go de. But for the stake of Yuin Hwei. i accompany her lahs! I can also go support diya! hahas. I support diya for grand finals lahs! hahas. Diya JiaYous!

Lalalas~


10:58 PM

Hmms. Soo long since i blog huh? hahaas. First i must Promote Nat first. Although My friend like Nat's bro, Theodore more than nat NOW! hahas..whatever.anyway,

VOTE FOR M2 NAT TAN!!
CALL
1900 112 1002
OR
SMS M2 to 71199

Even you like Theodore, you got to vote for Nat.
Cause, he is his brother. soo MUST support!! hahas..
Hahas, kidding lahs. hahas.

VOTE FOR NAT OKAY?
OBVIOUSLY NAT is the better at singing one. {NO OFFENCE TO DAREN FAN}
but compare to daren's stage presence, Nat still got to IMPROVE alots.
and this time daren is like super overrated by Fang Zhong Hua and Ye Peifen.
9 marks? OMG! Seriously think that Nat's I believe is better than daren's. But they got a tie. haiz. Nvm. Votes is much much more important NOW! SOO KEEP VOTING FOR NAT OKAYS? HE NEED IT ALOTS!!

that all. I soo high in talking abt pss2 le. hahas. Ytd saw, SHIYU!! hahas. Finally can? But, Jeff NOT AROUND!! arghhs! VERY SAD! I wanna see Jeff again!! hahas. Beside Nat, i support Jeff the most. Then Kwan, Jon, Shiyu and WeeJian. But my Time is all spend on Nat alone lar. Cos, Nat my HOT Fave mahs. HAHAS! SIao! Let talk abt Nat's song. First song was Jia ge wo and big band version de. hahas. It was very very nice. But something seems missing. i still cannot find is what. hahas. But it was quite quite nice. Especially the Big band version de. hahas. The Second song, Uptown girl. My fav song!! hahas. Although he got not soo good de remarks, but i still got entertained lor! hahas. Then his I believe!! It was REALLY VERY NICE HAO BU HAO? LOLS! Quite touching mahs. the way he sing. hahas. Yahs! Nat famous le wors. Forgetting me bits by bits! hahas. I told him. If one day, he forget me. I will HATE HIM FOREVER! HAHAS! just kidding larhs. hahas. Anyway, today quite shock. Mr tan actually watch PSS2, wahahas. Damn. He gonna see me on tv! AHHS!! nvm larhs! Used to it! haahas.


3:25 PM

arghhs. i am breaking apart. My feeling for Cedric is back. I don't know why. I thought i will be able to forget him totally. I regretted staying back for cca open house. Cause, i found out. I have a weak point in seeing him in BB uniform and playing snare drum. He looks pretty COOL play snare drum lor. hahas. even he even unsure about the beat i guess. Nat know about him. hahas. But dunno he is call Cedric lar.He asked me abt THE ONE qns. I carn answer him. I thought he is NOT the one.After unable to answer THE ONE qns, i felt more ease. I thought i can be able to forget that guy. But, THE STUPID FEELING IS BACK! AND IT BECOME WORSE! I feel like seeing him every moment! arghh! Why no other guys can make me feel the same. Even,Nat, KJ or xiao bai cannot make me feel the same. haiz. Stupid de lor ytd. Talk to Alvin who graduated liao lar at canteen. Then BB kept marching up and down. arghhs. then we very bad, kept commenting on how BB march. wahahas. really weird mahs. I prefer seeing NCC march lehs. hahas. more MAN! hahas. whatever. after that felt bad for commenting on BB. cos, afterall Cedric is in the troop. hahas. STill felt very weird lar. Are they suppose to march liddat. hahas. whatever. hmms. Then, the joesph. Kept seeing band. He ahs. Really BAND MADNESS. Band also another one. Every cca open house always that same songs. hahas. Alvin say de: listen until know how to play liao.. WAHAHAHAS! Not i say de arhhs. hahas. some songs i still know how to play lar. hahas. Good memory! hahas. Me and alvin very bad. Kept picking on other cca. hahas. Then never pick on his NCC lor. biased lah him. hahas. He also very bad lar. being make used to play "hide and seek". hahas. But, Soo many Ncc boys kept coming to him and say that thing lost that thing lost. But, they dunno that thing is in between his legs.One after another. No one knows its with alvin. So funny lor.Alvin soo bad lar. Make ke lian de oliver stress. hahas. Cca ophen is indeed a fun but stressing day, hahas, RAINING summore. I think its because RAIN coming lar, then kept raining. hahas. After cca open hse, went HOME then go j8. eat Yoshinoya and shopping. Bought a new billabong hat. Its cute lar. Tmr going suntec to support Nat maybe wanna wear it! Yeahs. Tml going to see Nat again! LOLS! diao.


2:06 AM

hmms. Happy Birthday to Me & Louis & Yuen Wa. :)

hahas. today is a damn happy day can? hahas. for those people like twins and liang hao who think they give me a bad birthday. i can assure you people. This is my best bday okay? hahas. Having you guys spending your time with me. and Especially thankies to Wei lei,Junkai and Jason Koh. Wei Lei for keeping asking me what present i want. no i dun want to reply you. but i really dunno what i want, cos, what i want you carn give me. hahas. Thanks to Junkai to make it at the very last moment to my bdae better, hahas. and Jason Koh to wait until i cut my cake then go home. wahahas.. Thankies to Liang hao for the very pretty necklance, even my sister say nice. hahas. Thankies to Szuchian for giving me a present that can remind myself to save money. hahas. Thankies to Twins for planning my birthday celebration. Thankies to Eleena, Simjun and Wanyu and Many other.. for their birthday wishes..Thankies to Kahjing for Pei-ing me to play bowling when i am damn suck at it! Thankies to Liang Hao and Lian Shun for making me not that sian to mix ard the guys. hahas. Last But Not least ,Thankies Nat and Anson for their Birthday greetings. Nat de, i still must remind him de. but nvm. Anson is soo sweet. he especially write a msg to me in friendster to say happy birthday. THANKS! I LOVE you guys!

As usual, Lesson starts early in the morning. Excited maybe? Today say thankyou soo many times to people who wishes me. hahas. But the person i want to wish me a happy birthday still didn do it this yr. 2 YRS le. DAMN! hahas. whatever. Today, damn sian. Chinese lessons write si han. sian sian. hahas. then Geography do grp work with Junkai,Jackson and Kahjing and Cherilyn. Doing jobs in tourism service de. damn lor. that jackson, say something that is soo. err. i dun wanna say. wahahas. then recess, Sian. the sixsome arhs. only got me and cherilyn. cos, the other having lessons. hahas. Then LIang hao give a present. haahs. soo sweet! hahas. tthen physic lesson soo damn sian. draw graph. The Math! YEAH! those people finally kena scolding. hahas. Then CME lessons. Got to write about the strength of mine. I really dun have any idea lahs. hahas. I write supportive. hahas. Mr tan help me write one too. "Makes a good friend, not judgemental" What dones it mean? hahas. i have no idea. hahas. Mr tan write kah jing de is " intelligent" haha. Maybe lar. After that, went home then go out againI thought i late but everyone is later. Only liang hao is there when i go. hahas. Then go find wei lei at super bowl then go play billard. but not i play lar. see Weilei and Lianghao 1 on 1. of cos, is weilei win lar. liang hao dunno how is the game suppose to play de lor. hahas. he only play pool. hahas. nvm. then lian shun comes. finally got pple talk to me. wahahas. then follow by kahjing then jason. hahas. then book a lane for bowling then go makan MAC. Then, After Makan ing. Go back superbowl. Start the Game. hahas. only ME, Kahjing and Liang Hao play. All noob. hahas. But hor. my very frist hit i strike. hahas. Tyco. then the rest damn lousy. hahas. my over all mark 50+ only! wahhaas. LOUSY right? hahas. second rd also 50 plus. Then weilei they all finish their game. Lian shun ans weilei 1 on 1 on bowling. hahas. wei lei lousy lar. Then Chermaine, Cherilyn and Huda came over. then go to Mac. then blow the fire -less candle then cut the cake. wahahas. Then quite late jiu go home le. wahahas. BUt overall, i very grateful that they all accompany me for my birthday, THANK YOU!


10:48 PM

My letter to Birthday angels. :)

My birthday is coming. I used to have lots and lots of wishes. Everytime is what i want. My Wishlist is usually a huge roll. hahas. But this time i only wish for two stuff. One. My Birthday is Thursday. So is result show day for nat. 11 Jan is a damn hard de day lor. 3 guy 1 go. Nat did do extremely well this time. quite disappointed though. but he was sick. I am sick too. so i know how it feel when you are sick and still got something important to do. He arhhs. Call him take care take care. Everytime sure call him take care. Now? Sick again. haiz. Drink more water !!! I need to take care too. LOLS! I am terribly sick too. Sore thoart, bad cough and cold. haiz. So my first wish is I want Nat to get through! at least go top2 lar. Cos, i know Daren is good one too. hahas. Every result show, before the day of result. I pray to God. Telling him how much i want Nat to get through. Silly huh? Sometimes, I felt that i can only tell god, how i feel. Cos, God would not betray me. I LOVE god! :) although i am not a strong believer that go to church regularly, i stopped going church since Pri 6 when i shift out of my grandma hse to my mum's hse. I never been to church already. Sometimes, I felt guity for not going. But i felt super left out there. Even i start going church when i am 5. So in that church abt 7 yrs le bah. I still feel one of the kind. Especially when i got to go to Young Woman Classes. I felt super weird. Cos, the sisters there were older than me alots. and my best friend, Joel have imigrate to US to study. HE is damn Clever okay. 17 yrs old. University First Yr. Haiz. Now, he come back. I felt too stupid to befriend with him. hahas. Hahas. My english felt sucks back then. Now, my english has improved! in talking lahs. NOT writing. hahas. My english improved first must thank Nat. Cos, talking to him soo stress. His english soo good. Mine half bucket de. SO i jia you in talking. i manage to slang abit le. BUT, my chinese kena influence by nat. DAmn suck lar. I carn pronounce properly. Even I got han yu pin yin. hahas. I got famous for my lousy chinese on forum about the La Lao Peh stuff. WAHAHAS! I FAMOUS LE LAR! hahas. :) Diaoo. how come talk about My wishlist to talk abt my bad chinese. ahahs.Whatever.

2nd wish. I hope to find peace. Recently, I got stuck in middle of my two best friends. I really don't know what to do le. I don't want to side anyone lar. Cos, both are Great friend of mine. I carn lose anyone of you. This is why, when ever you two talk about each other. my ears is shut. Not that i dun care, is i care too much until i dunno what i can do. I can guarantee i wun side anyone lar. I hope you will solve your problem with each other. :)


SMILES ALWAYS!

Wish 1 ) HOPE nat go into top 2.

Wish 2 ) Peace between friendships.


1:19 AM

arghh. BAD day in school. i have been having bad mood since the first day of school. I still couldn accept it lar. 4CARE! whatever lor. i heard that someone have been boasting that he is in 4a2. anyways, 4a2 =4CARE. and he have been looking down of the actual 4a2 student who go to 4RESPECT and 4INTEGRITY. damn. Today, Lessons really sucks lar. soo boring. arghh. no mood to study too. LOLS!

dun talk about the class liao. let talk abt happy stuff.
YEAHS! Nat got in liao. SOO SOOO SOOO HAPPY! One more step to TOP 2. LOLS! i really wnat him to sing english songs. LOLS! nvm,

siann.. today, found out a thing. i still could let go lehhs. I kept telling AH da to give up and throw away EVERYTHING about that person.Although, i deleted almost Everything about him le. But, seems like i still have feeling with him. hahas.. today see him alot alot of time.. See him do many many thing. See him Run also. LOLS! I dunno to do lar. I still like him but, I know he wun like me de. So, There will not be any chances for me. that why, i decided to forget him during the holidays, buried myself with Computer, Food and NAT. just to forget him. but the holidays seems soo short, i still carn forget this person who break my heart. I really don't know what to do le. Nat also know abt him sia. LOLS! i told Nat during that person de bdae. LOLS! Cause, i am very upset that day, too upset to even wish him happy birthday. :). If there something i do in order not to get hurt again?

my mind is breaking apart. i am very very very tired already.


What is the meaning of love?


4:05 PM

HEY HEY!!
ding dong! NAT promotion time again! LOS!
Nat did quite well lar! although he got 3rd. but i think he deserve to get 2nd! HE really try VERY VERY HARD le. STAY TUNE to channel U, 4 JANUARY 2007, THURSDAY 8 PM to see PSS 2!! SUPPORT NAT!! NAT LOOKS REALLY CUTE THAT DAY!

NAT IS M4!!
PLEASE VOTE FOR NAT!!
VOTE FOR M4, NATHANIEL TAN!
VOTE FOR M4, CHEN KERN BAI!!
VOTE FOR M4, NAT!

VOTE!! VOTE!! VOTE!!
CALL
1900 112 1004

OR

SMS
M4 to 71199!

PLEASE VOTE FOR NAT TAN!!
ITS IS REALLY TOUGH THIS TIME. ONLY 3 guys can go through!
PLEASE VOTE FOR NAT!!

THANK YOU!


3:42 PM

DAMN! DAMN! DAMN! my feeling now is sooo DAMN okay? i really want to shout the F word out lor. but i know i carn. LOLS! NOW! i starting to hate school!!!!! I HATE SCHOOL! i dun wanna go school!!!! arghh!! DAMN stupid idiot SCHOOL!!! arghh!! i am soo damn pissed off by the school! AHHS!! soo pissed off until i duno how to start saying what happen! wait.. let me cool down~

before i say what happen. i KNOW there might be some WU LIAO pple who will come and spam my blog after reading this. just wanna say, i dun give a DAMN! cos, i really need a space to say all I WANT!

whatever,
the thing why i soo PISSED off my the school is because i got into a NEW class and the class got one guy i dun like!! he is sooo DAMN irriating lor. i simply hate student who give silly question or answer tcher silly answer. COME ON! this year is a important year lor. he dun want to do O's mahhs? if he wants it, he should get serious and study le lor. if he just wants a mere pass for N's , he can fgt about passing O's liao. even my sis who get 4 on N level. she only get 19 marks { L1R4} for O's level lor. i seriously thinks that if you really wanna study, you should start NOW lor. if dun want study, PLEASE get out of the way, for those who wanna study!

i think the school is soo dumb for putting the better students with not soo good the student, not trying to say they bad or what lar. but i really have no word to desribe them. NO OFFENCE! okay. WHY? the reason for the school to do that is to MOTIVATE the not soo good student to do better. but, what i think is, instead of the not soo good student being influence by the better student, the better student's result might slipped due to distraction. i am not trying to say i am one of the good student lar. i am only average. BUT, this year, i really have VERY high expectation for myself. AND i am really trying very hard. I thought i will still be with my 3a2'06. that why i got high hopes. cos, 3a2'06 is a not bad class larr. they will chose TIME to joke and not to joke. THEY will get pretty serious when it get to exam period. BUT, now i got a feeling. i got a feeling. i cannot make it. HOW? haiz. I rather go to sheena's class lor.only the first day of school, i lost the meaning to go to school. cos, there no point i can study. HAIZ!!

a.loh still dare to say is a trial on this n level! i think she really dun want us to pass ahhs!

whatever lar, anyway, i told my mum. how i feel. MY mum say write complain letter. WAH. first time siaa. LOLS!

NOW, i miss everyone frm 3a2'06. my 4 heavenly king, liang hao, jason koh, caixing. actually is 3 now lar. cos, 1 king in my class. CHUA KAH JING! lols. STUCK WITH HIM AGAIN! lols. last time just turn back and talk to my 4 king now SIAN le. I miss liang hao de bengness. miss jason koh de childish-ness and the over confident de feeling and caixing de suan-ing!.then i miss murali de crap! i miss my 2 sister, meijun and huda! I miss my puiya,priya! AND!! last but not LEAST! MY GIRLFRIEND, CHERMAINE!! i really miss her lor. oyahh oyahh. my baby brother, haiqal and that rocker, nicholas and the Frog, Sean and and and still got who ahhs? OYAH! and my ke ai de self known didi, Christopher! damn lor. i with chris classmate for 3 yr. i expecting to be classmate with him for my whole 5 yr lor!! OYAH! and hurmairah and maria! the ever soo cool de girls! HAIZZ!!! I MISS THEM ALOTS MAN!! haiiz.

HAIZ!!! i suddenly came out with a sentence. LOLS!

NO ONE is born to be better than the other,it depend how the person work hard in it.


2:56 PM

holiday ending soon. sian sian.. going back to school le..
let say what have i been doing in my holidays bahhs.

hmms. spend the first 2 wks of my holiday in india... then when i am back. i went idol chasing. like i alway do in holidays. hahas.. this time, my idol chasing trip made me earn alots and lost alots.. everyone should know i have been crazy over nat tan of pss2 bahhs. LOLS! knowing nat is really great. and when he regards me as him friend, i am really happy. hahas.. to me, nat is like my kor kor liddat. although he might be ideal bf type but he is someone that is super HARD to get. hahas. soo, i am not really interested in him.. LOLS! sooo! dun say, i am his wife or what lar. i dun want to be kill by his fan okay? lols.. oyah. one thing he did when my friend saboed me about saying me and him blah blah blah. he did something really cute. lols. i did it also laas. hahas. i showed my fist while nat tried to play play punch my friend. LOLS! cute huh? lols. whatever..

hmms. what i earn huh? i earn alots of friends this time. hahas. orange, yichao,laurel,serene and alots more lar. lols. i know them frm forum de. but also met them with recording and roadshow. LOLS! and they kept suaning me abt the la lao pei stuff. LOLS! orange and yichao were like me NAT madness. LOLS! but orange is nat de friend lai de. LOLS! and when there is recording. i always sit with her. that why i get good seats lar. that why you peeps see me on tv! >.<
whatever. i earn confident too. LOLS! i keep telling nat to have confident until i got confident myself. LOLS! i used to tell nat, if you, yourself say you cannot, you think the other can say you can? lols. that sentence kept repeating that to myself. LOLS! soo i must say i can! then the other can also say i CAN! hahas. people alway say i can do anything for nat.. pretty true lehhs. in the right way ONLY lar. soo if nat tell me jia yous in studies, i will sure jia yous in my studies de. SO! next yr! no dozing off in class. N level important lehhs. wahahas.i wanna get at least top 10 in school. lols. or top 10 in singapore also can. LOLS!! i will chiong until siao. i got a wish lehhs. i wish everywhere i go, people will say jia yous! you can do it de! LOLS! but it wun come true bah. hahas.

ehhs, then what i lost lehhs?
i lost my trust in my friends. cos, my friends is like making use of me to get closer to nat. which i dun like. and kept asking me to ask nat abt other superstar. like i very close to nat liddat. BUT I AM NOT! those people ask me to ask abt jeff or kwan i dun mind lehhs. cos, nat is jeff and kwan de friend. so he wun mind de bahs. lols. but ask me to ask about daren or kelvin. arghh. i dun dare. LOLS! cos, nat knows i like him and jeff. lols. but he dunno i dun like kelvin and daren. LOLS! oyahh! another thing that really make me lost my trust with my friend! because of stupid stuff, this particular friend got jealous that me and nat got close. and try to take EVERYTHING he dun like abt me out and confront me. BUT! the EVERYTHING he dun like abt me is totally ridiculous! he is a guy lar. soo he say he dun like losing a girl. then he say i wanna fight with him. i was like HUH? fight about what? lols. he say what you know? it is really ridiculous lor. he say i predict milubing win correctly when he predicted soul win. i was like DIAO! then nvm. he say i predicted hady correctly while he predicted jon. DOUBLE diaoo! and the most diaoo thing is because i got yinwei number. TRIPLE diao! i got his number because he is my senior lor! then whatever lar. then i dun care. he go tell the forum i got nat's number. what a idiot lor. i just wanna tell MR EVAN! ehhs. you think you try to confront me at daren tread you will win? you are terribly WRONG! in case you dunno, you already got anti by daren's fan! MANY people in forum hates you! yellowchrist, boundy and alots more they all hates you, like how i hate you. lols. i dunno whether you will read this anot. or you will try to confront me in forum again anot. I SIMPLY dun care. its my blog. i say whatever i want. NOW! i like tida MORE than you. at least i am able to click with tida a little. YOU? NO WAY MAN! cos, i know how childish you are. all those tarot or whatever logic is simply SOO CHILDISH! all because i got a little lucky in predicting, you gone crazy. i dunno why i tolerate you for abt a yr le. LOLS! and i know WHY yinwei HATES YOU THAT MUCH! now, i like YINWEI soo soo soo MUCH! hohoho! whatever lar. oyah, i lost MONEY of cos, lols. taxi fares and votes. i lost sleep! LOLS! too excited until cannot slp. diaooo~

haiz. cannot let that evan spoil mood. LOLS!! i LOVE natty! LOLS!
see, talk about evan until i dunno what to write le. wahahas. :)
OYAH! i getting my new spec on 3 JAN! lols.. actually wanna wear in for the first day of school. but cannot. 3 jan then get. but also good lar. 3 jan sure got check de. LOLS! my spec is white and black. two colour soo should be unacceptable bahh! lols! soo everyday jsut in case. i got to bring my current red spec. LOLS! i hope i looks good in my new spec. LOLS! cos, it will look a little nerdy! LOLS!! diaoo!


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