hais.. common test, common test and more common test. arghh. wahahas.. at the moment i dun wanna think abt those stupid dun like lai dun like zu de stuff lar. i have no time for that liao lar. wahahas.. hmm.. today arhh. art test. hmm. draw soo ugly..hahas.. then physic.wah seh. mr tan shouted at us sia. hais.. monday is liddat de marh. then chinese. i thought cedric never come sia. then i say he never come then soo sad. then melvin oso dunno he got come anort. hahas.. then melvin also kena influenced by me. say he never come. wahahas. whatever. then after school saw him. still thinking that he soo naughty pon sch.. wahahas. actually he got come lar.wahahas.. HE SOO CUTE YOU KNOW? lols. for some silly reasons. lols. okay. i am kinda insane now. lols. cos. my mind kept flashing his face. lols.wahahas.. I SOO HAPPY! lols. then got english paper. hmm.. i guess i can pass lar. i check okay. lols. i got soo many tense error. lols.. lucky i check. or esle dunno lose how many marks. wahahas.. then in totally i wrote 487 words. hehes. soo many. lols. then last 5 min. i fall aslp. lols. then after that went KFC to eat. lols. then went home lar.


8:50 PM

ARGH!!!!!!!! i am soo damn pissed off. what i do? why she hate me? i dunno what the hell she thinking lar? i did nothing to her lor. why kept backstabbing me? i know now i did things VERY OFF lar. because she treat that way first. i treated her as one of my GOOD friend le lor. she liddat treat me. now everyone standing at her side. arghh. i noe i very fake lar. cos. i dun want you all to worry marh. you want me face you all very sadly meh? you all want me to frown everyday mehs? i acted happy. and INSANELY! i know insanely very siao lar. how can i change my attitude? i am LIDDAT!! i carn change. HAIS. whatever.. i am stress up aradi. i dun want to talk abt her lar. even my best friend is at her side. hais.. going to work le .
tata~


5:55 PM

sian arhh.. lols.. i am soo bored.hmm.. today lesson nothing special lar. hahas.. today no chinese cause do the math test, i do very fast then fall asleep le. wahahas.. really very tired.. and stress lar. wahahas.. then english.. hmm.. the class very quiet lar. because miss loh suddenly appear. lols. then talk abt sharks. lols.
actually i thought cedric never come to sch de. hahas. then recess time saw him. wahahas.. whatever. then math sian. maria never come.. hais.. then chem. ask meijun to sit with me. then hor. haiqal in front of me. then i asked haiqal be my didi. wahahas. I GOT YOUNGER BRO LE! HAIQAL!! wahahas. siao. then physic. before lesson.. murali fight with a sec 1. ashley arhh? then both got a harsh scolding.. oyarh. almost fgt to scold murali when he running after ashley. he almost make sean fall. I HOPE SEAN GET WELL SOON MAN! lols. then can go 4th floor le. wahahas..


8:28 PM

haiz.. sian.. wahahas..

soo long never blog. coz i very sian in blogging le. wahahas.. hmm..

yesterday soo PISSED OFF. lols. someone is going agianst me. lols. ARGH! i treat her soo good. she backstab me. she GOOD! lols.whatever..

today.. hmm. FUN! lols.. hmm. english period.. hmm.. i was like talking to huda and meijun abt ss project. then then miss lee wrote my name on the board. wahahas.. whatever. then PE. wahahas. soo sian lar.wahahas.. then LALALAS~ recess, hahas.. saw cedric again .. wahaahas. siao. lols. then math.. then me and maria sit togetehr marh. then we talk abt singapore idol2. lols. PAUL TWOHILL rawks. lols. i like joakim gomez too. but she dun like. wahahas.. weak vocals.soo sad. then chinese. hmm.. walk pass cedric. hmm.. wanna smile to him. but i shy. lols. then act cool. lols.. then go disturb CLB class. LOLS! then i soo guai in chinese class okay. i got bring textbook lehs. lols. then after sch.. actually wanna follow junda go put the radio back de. but lazy then go sheena hse. lols. actually say wanan study, then become play dai dee.. lols. me soo lucky.wahahas.


8:42 PM

hmm.. today in sch.. soo pai seh. wahahahas. don't talk about that first. lols. say art lesson. hmm. the stupid teacher call us to bring oil pastel. then i bring 2 box, one for me another for junda. than she not using.. argh. make my bag heavy.. lols.. then physic, then meijun talk to me about whether i wanna work at a restaurant.. hmm.. i dunno lar. short of cash lately, hahas. then recess time. i soo paiseh. wahahas.. sheena and others were like comparing jason koh and cedric. lols.then i suddenly said very loudly," I STILL PREFER CEDRIC!!" lols. then i turn i say cedric walking pass. wahahas. i wonder did he heard it. wahahas.. nvm.. then english.. hmm.. soo stupid lar. do the news paper article. lol. i tear and paste only. wahahas. then chinese. today soo quiet, because mr su is back for another class , then that class de people cannot come and disturb our class. wahahas.. then i use the 1 hr to do my art. lol.. then after sch. go home... then change go hougang mall. lols. then makan. first we makan hans as lunch..then not nice de.. wahahas. then go shopping.. lols. then evening go eat cafe cartel.. lols. soo ex. lol. 59.05 dollar. wahahas. then go puggoul park find desmond. then play daidee... never win at all. wahahas.. then i kena pangseh as sheena. wahahas. take bus by myself. wahahas.. then watch superband in bus. then when i alight. i run home jus to watch MLB! lols. WEIQI SOO CUTE!!! lols. OMG! OMG!! OMG!! tml still got sch.. siann.. wahahahas.. sleepy le.. CYA TML!


10:07 PM

lalalas.. my blog seem soo cold... i lazy to blog lar. hahas..
hmm..

yesterday, as usual my memories for yesterday faded. oyarh. gayle out of singapore idol2. soo sad.. she is soo nice. lols. but kinda happy too. cause, my paul and joakim is still in. i really hope joakim will improve in his vocals. and be a singing monkey instead of a performing monkey. lols. yarh.. in sch.. oso soo happy. hehes. i today finally felt chem is soo FUN! lols. i like to draw the diagram for ionic and covenent. lols. WAHAHAS! i felt soo clever!!!! wahahas.

today, hmm.. fun..and angry with sumone. LOLS! today math, sooo cold.. hahas.. draw draw draw. lols never to listen to class. lols. then chem, test, WAHAHAS! SOO EASY!! hehes. then is.. RECESS! wahahas. saw cedric. (: i soo brave right. i now dare to write his name le. lols. hahas.. anyway. many pple know i like him le lar. lols. soo i am not gonna write his name as ric* or mrng anymore. he got a name okay. call CEDRIC! lols. soo happy, we everyday same recess. i hope the time table dun chaneg anymore. i love the time table alots. :) hehes. then social studies. hmm.. now social studies is one of my fav subj le. lols. i like mr shafiq to teach. hahas.. then got project to do. :( . do with mei jun ; huda ; kahjing and again lianshun. this time i will ensure than lian shun do something. i dun care. everytime group with him he never do anything de. lols. kahjing too. lols.. then mr shafiq talk abt a guy frm NUS who is blind. and is frm the same sec sch as him. then give him motivation. hmm.. if a blind man can do it. why carn it? am i that stupid. wahahas.. then bell rang every one walk out without greeting teh tcher. i felt soo sad for the tcher. until i almost cried.haiz.. then after sch. go sheena hse.. hahas.. then while walking the saw cedric n friends at the pe rm outside. he going OBS?? OMG? sad sad. lols. hahas. soo cute lar the way he sat at the chair. wahahas.. ke ai. lols. then go sheena hse. bake cookies. lols. soo sad lar. i bake the cookies in two turns. then one is perfect. is for my sis de. lols. then another one actually wanna do for cedric de. burnt. lols. actually i smell the cookies okay le. i lazy to go see only. lols. then go home. i accidently dropped the burnt cookies on floor. hahas. the the box break. i throw away. its burnt anyway. lols. then go home le. lols.


7:39 PM

hmm.. yesterday i didn't blog right? lols. because my freaking computer kept disconnecting me. today my computer is better le... lols.

yesterday, celebrated racial harmony day, have lots of fun... especially the parts with took pictures. lols. i wore what i wore during sec 1 racial harmony. lols. actually shikin lend me hers. but too small. lols.. i soo fat? hahas.maybe? lols. yesteday is quite normal lar. not very interesting..lols.

today is quite interesting lar. hahas.. today pe. lols. YEAH YEAH! mr lim never come again. he go reservice soo long.. soo happy.. then today soyabean miss tan take us. hahas. then we played captain ball. lol. i multi player. lols. attack ; defence ; keeper. lols.. hahas. when we about to finish the game, the last ball, simjun soo ke lian. lols. kena slap by arrathi. but is accidently de. after PE is recess, soo tiring, then i drank water only, anyway soo many people in canteen. lols. then junjie soo good, treat me water. nono. he own me de. lols. yeah. then math lesson, hmm.. didn't listen to class.. very slack. then chinese lesson.. hm.. today got test. about the storybook.. hahas.. carol gave me all the answer.. i make 2 qns wrong to prevent teacher to suspect. lols.after sch, went to yulin's house get her music books. after that went hougang mall to eat. lols. actually she say want to lend me money de. then she forgot to take money from her house.lols. then she only got 2 bucks. lol. she bought a burger and we walk to north vista sec. and i soo good send her to sch for her music lesson. lols. then after a long walk.. after sending her in, i got to walk to the bus stop alone again. lols.. then at the bus stop. soo qiao. i saw alvin. lols.. really soo qiao lor. when i take the bus frm sch.. i saw him at bustop. north vista sec oso see him at busstop. wahahas.. then took bus 87 with alvin of course{ he stayed near my house } . yarh. then now HOME. and i am straving. soo hungry lehs.. lols..


3:46 PM

haiz..haiz.haiz. lols.. today is soo sian. hahas. art tcher today never come. lols. then take her 3 period to study physics. lols. and of cos. draw finish my art works. lols. then physic. wahahas. SOO EASY!! lols. but careless mistake lol. fgt to write 10N/kg instead i wrote 10 N only. stupid mistake. lols.. at least i can pass. WAHAHAS. then recess. that laska stall never open again. lols. then i nth to eat again. lols. then english is FUN FUN FUN! lols. i model student sia. i soo guai right? lols. i got do my work lor. then played true or dare with jason.k/caixing/lianshun and chermaine.. yups. then lian shun soo suay, wahahas. dare sooo many times. hahas.. then MT. lols. is FUN also. but tcher also very angry barh. lols. felt kinda sorry to her lar. lols.


9:22 PM

soo bored at home.. i decide le... everyweek if i never go out. i post abt my fav stuff/ band/singer/person. lols. photoshop is soo nice. lols. i edit some pic of han kyung of superjunior and MI LU BING. very very plain de lar. i jus learn only marh. lols.


hahas..with my fav colour RED!! lols. soo simple right.
but take me some time to do it. lols. need to extract han kyung out of the orginal pic. lols..



LALALAS- MILUBING. lols. oso another simple work lar. milubing rox. lols. i love milubing. NIC!! SAM!! WEIQI!!



hahas. soo lame hor. lols. hahas. i just love to post post post rubbish. lols.


5:29 PM

haiz. today quite upset lar. hahas. chermaine i more upset than angry okay. nth to angry abt too. hahas.. not jealous too lar. hahas. a bit jealous lar. hahas. he today play true or dare. hahas. then he say he prefer chermaine in the class to be with. lols. soo sad.. hahas.. nvm lar. hahas. today in sch quite okay lor. hahas.. after sch. go to hp with sheena ; szu chian n gladys. yarh. eat KFC again. then talk abt ex bf. lols.. soo lame huh? yarh. then went home.


3:15 PM

today arhh.. is twin sister bdae. hahas. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERMAINE N CHERILYN. hahas. today is.... quite okay lar. i LOVE chinese class today. SOO FUNNY!!!! hahas. especially with shawn and the others. hahas. then soo many pple came to join our class. hahas. then shawn act gay to the tcher. soo cute.. lols. then he kept bully a guy. lols. the guy soo kelian. then his gang throw paper at the guy. soo KELIAN. lols. hahas. whatever. none of my butt. lols. hahas.. then lessons. then after sch. waited for may. hahas. then go home change. then sheena tol me abt the poser who fake as sheena n limin. the lie is soo FAKE. limin is not that kind of girl who scold pple de. the sheena wun say bloodly this word de. MY BLOG DUN WELCOME POSER!! they are soooooo childish and brainless. they really that free? lols. whatever. then go out with twins. then go walk walk in ps. lols. then take neoprint. then go home le. lols.. yups.


8:58 PM

LALALALAS!! i love school, don't you? okay.. i am a bit insane. lols. erm. today is quite okay lar. hahas. art lesson, really suck. lols. draw soo ugly. lols. tcher gdgdgd.siao de. gd must give me A1 arh.. lols. then recess, erms. sat at j beside de table. hahas. he soo good today sia. hahas. then geo. actually wanna borrow scissor frm him de. soo asked meijun to ask. then he dun want give. bluff dun haf. then i asked him myself.. hehes. he give me. lols. lalalas. then ss class. sia lar. lols. i love the tcher sia. ALOT BETTER THAN THAT POTATOE!!! lols. mr shafiq teach soo well. then he know something call time management. un like that potatoe going to bell ring aradi still give thing to do. then relay time. arggh. think about it makes me angry.. lols. then mr shafiq will tell us stories. lols. siao le.. then CME. do the racial harmony thing. finish le lar.. but still very plain. lols. maybe later then think what to add on. lols. then after sch go makan with sheena. yupps.


4:33 PM

blah blah blah. my life is soo darn MEANINGLESS! i live for no one. my life is like my blog song. heartbroken le still act brave. laallaalas. unhappy me. hahas.=). he suck lar. soo bad..block me. he suck suck suck!!! i hate him!!!!!! today i in front of him. i said I SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! that why i smile sooo MUCH!!!!!! yarhh. I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!. HAPPY UNTIL SIAO LE! can see frm my today de drawing[ art class} lar. lols. soo many correction lines. soo improportion. colour combination suck. drawing skill suck. draw sooo slow. soo untidy.then draw still lie on the table. my mood can be seen by my art work lar.i hate drawing today. today lesson is like wasted lor. english. i were slping and doing project. then chinese going project. then art. moodless drawing. and physic. hmm. did listen lar. but blur blur de. still dun understand lar. arghh.. how. i have been shot by my heart le. whatever i do seem soo sucky. soo meaningless. i hate this feeling. why J.K soo bad. stuggling like mad girl. he know marh. cx wanna say out. i tell him dun wan.. i hate the way he treat me. i hate him. even he talk to me. i dun even wanna talk to him. even i like him. I HATE THE WAY HE TREAT ME!!!! cx asked. he same chinese class as me arh. i say YAR. then he sayy then gd. then can see him. I DUN EVEN WANNA GIVE A DAMN TO HIM!! seeing him making me more miserable!!!!!!!!!!!!!

( hmm. i kinda childish. sry. lols. that my true self. )


6:28 PM

i now in a super insane mood. argh. sheena was right. i am super super upset. and acting supe duper happy like siao char boh liddat. i am sooo upset. arghh.. or rather angry. ytd i fought with my mum. i dun want to fight with her lar. she started it first. i am aradi in a very depression state aradi. she just dun care. she will only nag nag nag. add oil to fire.she just carn sense the sadness i have. many pple sense it le lor. sense that i am really abnormal lately. she only want a perfect me. PLEASE i am not perfect. you carn change me. i am liddat. the bo chap girl. i dun care abt any stuff. everytime call me do this do that. i never do nag nag nag. scold scold scold. if i do it i get nth. IT NOTHING!! even a simple praise it okay. not asking you to give me money or present. JUST A SIMPLE PRAISE. help her do thing. still nag this not gd that not gd. that the reason i DUN WANNA HELP HER TO DO ANY HOUSEHOLD CHORES!! i hate it!!!!! everyday study very stressing le. still call me do this do that. say what got time play com. playing com is to DESTRESS!!!!! soo angry.. then say what i never study. result soo lousy. I GOT STUDY LOR!! IS YOU NEVER SEE!! and your times and my times is different!! DIFFERENT!!!!!!! my results is okay lor. always say my english suck. yar yar. your english soo powerful. soo great. is not my english suck lor. if the paper hard lor. explain to you. and you say i give excuses. say alots pple fail you say. dun compare.. yarh. dun compare. DUN COMPARE WITH THOSE WHO IS BETTER!! i did my best le lor. everytime only make me stress. i know what my dreams. i know what i wanna be. i know what can i do. my studies is in my hand. you not need add stress to it. i know my limits de. if i can do it. i will do de. ARGHH!!!!!!!!!! SOOO ANGRY!!! talk talk talk soo much never say abt today. urm. today still fine lar. abit siao. after sch go sheena hse do the CME project. hahas.


6:07 PM

LALALAS!! today is SUNDAY!! 9.30am wake up le. sooo early.. my mum lar. call me. then i carn go back slp le. hahas.. soo boring. hahas. I AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH SUPERJUNIOR!! lalalas. especially han kyung,shiwon, hee chul, dong hae and ki bum. ahhas.... love the most is han kyung. lols.. today. i intro you all my fav lar. let you pple know more abt superjunior. hmm.han kyung is a chinese. frm china lar. then go korea be singer. hahas.. when he join the company. he dun even know how to speak korean. i wonder how he communicate. lols.nvm. he rawks. he is a ballet dancer. although he is not the most handsome of all. i still like him the best.lols. shiwon. hmm. dun really know him yet lar. but he is a great guy. soo manly. lols.very helpful oso. hahas. very handsome. lols. heechul. hahs. he is a joker. soo FUNNY. the way he dress and act. he is just like a kid. yarh. n he look like a girl with shoulder length hair. kawaii.he can say is the most talented of all lar. can act.can sing .can host. hahas. donghae,hmm. he is such a cutie. lols. he look like a overgrown little boy. hahas.. i love it when he do the back flip. lols. soo cute. hmm. KIBUM!! lols.in my view. he is the most handsome one. lols. the cool-ness in him.attracted me alots. lols.. he is very quiet de. hahas.. soo cute. then he is the best at english. ahhaas. pple study oversea de marh. hahas.. hmm. i think i am ratehr lame to intro superjunior lar. but they are very nice grp. lols. they consist of 13 pple. lols.actually got 12 only. just got the 13 person join in. hahas.. support arh. lols.



hmm. i think the pic is too big. lols. only got 12 of them here. lols.


11:08 AM

today. is sooo FUN! the whole day a smile at my face..lols. got ALOTS AND ALOTS of talks. hahas. but is fun lar. hahas.. the talk by professor KC is soo meaningful..lols..b ut the yakun boss de talk lehs.. soo boring. lols. i almost slept. lols. then break. hahas. got my fav curry puff. hahas. delicious. but i didn finish it. quite full already. lols.. then go IT de talk. erms.boring rate is still okay lar. but it quite interesting to know the gross pay of the IT people. lols. wow. the pay is quite gd. hahas.. but the speaker say not bad only. i think the speaker de pay should be very gd lar. hahas.. then after that went to the architecture and teaching profession talk.hmm.. while walking there. saw mrs lee. hmm.. she walk like model liddat. wahahas. then the architecture talk is SOOOOOOOOOO FUN!!lols. mr soo is soo talented!!! lols. his final yr project is soo NICE. library @ bishan. soo thoughtful. lols. his design is soo nice lor. hahas. then the teaching profession talk lehs. okay lar. mrs you keep showing her childhood pic n the times she became tcher.. is gd to hear her say her life lar. but i not interested in her life. lols. i more interested in knowing how to become a sucessful tcher. her childhood pic like boy liddat. hahas. then go back hall. hmm. keep disturbing jason goh. hahas.. then C was quite near to me. yupps. then he like soo *** lols. lie on his friend de lap. hahas. but i think its kinda cute lar. hahas.. then me n priya oso like couple liddat. wahahas.. we are les. lols. SIAO! then after sch go hp see sheena n gladys eat. lols. then gohome. walk to bus stop with gladys. then my bus come earlier than hers. then i take the bus. then she sms me say C walk pass her. lols. then i joke joke to her. aiya. i want to ask him out lehs. go watch recycle. then she say. i soo evil.. watch horror. hahas..


5:19 PM

today still quite fine lar. hahas.. today. got spot check of bag. lols. liang hao kena suspend.. wahahaahs.. then chinese arhh. yea yea. jacelyn came back le. i not lonely le. hahas.. then english. as usual very noisy de lar. hahas. then recess. meijun disappear. hahas.. then math. lols. i helped chermaine. lol. cos. she scare aarathi go snatch her place. cos. aarathi wanna sit her place. hahas. then chermaine put her bag outside class rm. cos. the class insie the classrm haven go out yet. then she go toliet. then when aarathi wanna go in the class. i quickly take chermaine bag and run inside the classrm. n put the bag at her place. WAHAHAS! then i see aarathi face soo buay song. hahas. i hate her lar. lols. i soo bad. hahas.. then chem. hahs. still okay lar. hahas.. that stupid raj n jason koh keep play tic tac toe lols. gamble sia. lols. 1 game 1 dollar. soo lame.. then phy. then after sch. go lunch with sheena.. eat Kfc again. lols. then went home. at the bus stop i saw miss noraini. she seem tired. i know how she feel after her dad passed away lar. soo sad. haiz. hope she cheer up.. =)


3:21 PM

haiz.. how how how?? now i am really stuck!! i think me n J only can be friends barh. i tried to throw away my feeling for C. n try to like J totally.. but i felt kinda weird. not like the times i like C. is totally different. C is more deep into the heart de. J lehs. is aiya i dunno how to say lar. hahas. my feeling for C is coming back. really.. i dunno why.. the more i see him. i like him more. haiz. what i thinking!!! today PE run 2.4.. argh.. my stamina SUCK!! lols. maybe is becos. i not band le marh. hahas. then that stupid CX keep suaning me. arghh.. nvm.. hahas.. recess. kept seeing C. yupps. the go math. never focus aloads lar. learning malay. lols. hahas.. then while going to chinese class. saw C again. hahas.. then i at class. lols. i very quiet lar. cos. jacelyn never come. lols. never. then i go sian. then i go take out paper. then write aku cinta padamu(i love you) n aku rindu kau(i miss you) then really fill the whole paper lar. i also dunno why i write. but i dunno why. when i writing i kept thinking abt C.. lols. haiz. then i keep seeing outside the class to opposite side de classrm. to see C. hahas. n J is in my class. n i dun bother abt him. arghh. why i liddat. I MUST CHOOSE ONE OF THEM! LOLS!! frm now. i think C will get higher chance for me to wait for him nehs. lols. i waited him for 1 yr le..( today 1 yr). yupps. he broke my record. *clap clap* hahas. siao..

AKU CINTA PADAMU!!!


4:00 PM

haiz. not a happy day today. stupid caixing. make my day feel soo sucky. hahas. haiz. why must he tell them. very pround of it huh. must share with friends. hahas.. i still angry lar. didn expect him to tell cx. arghh. i should tell him not to tell at the first place. now i think aloads pple noe le. becos. of cx big mouth. arghh. no gd days in class le. hais. today arh. haiz. wasn as gd as i expect. we two like very normal liddat. but today. we didn spoke to each other at all. haiz. i dunno how to say lar. arghh.. geo lesson arhh. he actually is sit behide me de.. he go change change change to another side of the class. argh.. lols. then i was like doing stupid cranes again. hahas.. but my crane go word de hor. hahas.. then ss. hahas. laugh until sooo HAPPY. lols. the mr shafiq soo funny. hahas. especially his action. next rahman ali. lols. then we keep laughing. hahas. the CME. err. what we do arhh. ohh. talk abt the friday do what de. yarh. i choose the IT stuff and teaching profession. hahas.. that day sure very sian de. hahas. then after sch. go out with sheena. then eat lunch. then bought sushi and went home le.. lols. now. i soo darn bored lar. hahas.. nth to do.no game i interested to play le. hahas.. yawn.. soo tired.. hahas.. maybe going to slp barh..


3:43 PM

haiz. today youth day.. lols. slacking at home again. lols.. no one jio me out marh lols.. lazy to go out too. hahas. sian tml got sch.. then got CME. i did the research le lar. by myself lor. hahas. see i am a gd girl. lols. today sheena ask me whether i am okay. erm. okay lar. my heart still hurt. but my life got to go on right. sad or happy oso mus go on. then i happy de go on lar. lols. although my smile is faked de. lols. J today oso say keep saying sry. lols. the mor he say sry. the more sad i am. lols.. i wonder tml in class how? lols. lucky before recess dun need to see him. hahas.. haiz.. lucky that time Cme never call him join my grp. lols. hahas.. if not.. i oso dunno how to mian dui ta. hahas. silly huh.. i dun no i wanna wait marh. cos. i scare. what if he cannot fgt her. hahas. i now very scare. we carn be like how we used to be le. hahas.. play together. go out together. talk to each other. hahas.. i soo scare. haiz. sheena say if he treat me liddat. she gonna whack him. SHEENA I TAKE IT SERIOUSLY DE HOR. LOLS. hahas.. jus kidding lar. dun whack him lar. hahas. haiz.. tml got art. die die. i no drawing block. lols. die le lar.. GOD PLS HELP ME!! LOLS!! haiz.. i suddenly felt like eating ice cream. maybe i watch the show FULL HOUSE to much le. lols. cos. in the show. when the girl cry. then boy will alway ask her whether she want ice cream. lols. then treat her eat ice cream. soo sweet lor. now i oso wish to be like her lehs. i now very sad. i hope he will treat me ice cream. hahas. I WANT ICE CREAM!! LOLS!! soo childish. but sweet lar. hahas.. oyarh.. you pple may think what abt ric*. erms. i dunno lar. hahas.. i recieves soo many bad words abt him. until i very stress le. hahas. maybe it time to look further. lols. cannot wei le one tree give up the whole forest marh. lols.. i sounded like i soo flirt.. erm.. no lar. i oso want to be loyal. only that the one i loyal to.. think that i dun deserve them. like ric* lor. what to do. i no looks , no brain and not good de personality. lols. but i like myself lar. hahas. i like being me. i wun change for other pple de. becos. the true self is the most unique me. me is me. no one can be me. even pple try to copy. they still carn be the real me. lols. i like being ME! LOLS! haiz.this is jus one of my self encouragement lar. hahas.. =)


10:35 PM

haiz.. i am super sad. i am totally out of mind. i am in CONFUSION AGAIN!! argh. what am i thinking. i felt like an idiot. i told J that i like him ytd night. n he relay relay relay the answer until today afternoon. yar. as what i expected i carn replace the sumone in his heart.hahas. nvm. heartbroken shi hui larh. but i felt glad too. at least he give me a answer not like C. lols.. hahas.. nvm de lar. hahas..
ytd SUPER sad.. bmb didn win again. hahas.. in the morning. i smsed korkor and huda jia you. hahas. i fgt to sms yulin. hahas.. the formation is nice lar. huiping darn HOT lor! hahas. when going home on bus arh. hahas.. the stupid jason.g . keep disturbing me. argh. then i cannot sit properly in the bus. lols.. then mr tan start talking to us.. then mummy call. then jason.k keep disturbing me.. playing the song. lols. argh! LAME! hahas..


9:11 PM